How and Why My Sister Became a Jesus Freak!

My precious sister wrote this a while back of her experience many decades ago. I recently came across it again and felt it was something to share with the world. Please read it with the love and sincerity in which it was written:

Posted by my beautiful sister "NoSmallStir":

I am posting this here in response to someone's question about how I became a Christ follower. The bunny trail stories are wonderful adventures, but I would have no life if I had to type them all. Anyway, here is a basic snippet of my journey to becoming a Christ follower:

I was Catholic by upbringing, raised Catholic, baptized, confirmed, after all I am Irish/Italian... therefore, everyone was Catholic. Actually my mother and father were ‘creasters’… people that went to church on Christmas and Easter, however I attended parochial school. I had issues with some nuns there. I had sincere questions, i.e. “If God loves us, why can’t we just talk to Him without going through a saint or Mary?” “If Jesus died for the sins of the world, how come I have to tell the priest and not him that I am sorry”, “If Jesus is my friend and brother, why do I have to talk to his mother and not him”. “Why can my friend come to church with me but I can’t go to her church?” Etc. etc. At this time in my life I was not being a smart-ass, I totally sincere. I really wanted to know. I wasn’t a Catholic basher; I was a sweet little girl who thought about things.

Sometime around 3rd or 4th grade I realized the Easter Bunny was a sham...Santa & God went right with him... God hung in there a little longer…however…not much longer. By the time I was 13, a young hunk in the neighborhood I hung out in ( Bradley Ave), who was studying to be a priest, enlightened all of us teens that the bible was not true, that it was allegorical, and Adam and Eve were protozoa. Well, that put the nail in God's coffin... At least the God of the bible… I left the door open for some kind of God… but basically one that would cover every person’s belief… maybe just a force… hadn’t defined it, didn’t need to, decided that religion was just a philosophy used to control the mindless masses.

Enter my true teen years ... socially, all the moral norms were in an upheaval. My code of living was if you “believe it”, and “it works for you”, then it is good. If it “feels good or right… DO IT!.” I truly believe you could do what ever you wanted, as long as you didn't hurt people. If there was a God, he was not that intimately involved in our lives. But, like I said, I wasn't so sure there was one...

Bottom line, I was “nice” to people ... and I did what I thought was the right thing to do. I had integrity, I lived what I believed. As time went on I clearly began to believe in a spirit realm or world, in ghosts, poltergeist and the like. I was one of those people whose Ouija board actually moved without pushing. Yes, it did work, it did spell things and communicate things… NO, my friends did not push it. We could do the “Look Ma, no hands” and it would still work. (Years later when I was just out of my teens it said some heinous things.. frightfully heinous. I then determined THAT spirit was not a blithe spirit. (My friend and I burned that sucker in my tub).

I also liked tarot cards, and even began the steps in becoming a witch. (I would have been a 'good' witch... I was a "good" person.) I loved nature, I loved “magic”, I had interests in all metaphysical things and was very ‘open-minded”.

Eventually some logic/questions began to dawn on me... Why in some of the rituals that I read, did I have to denounce the monotheistic God of the Jews and Jesus? Why not other religious leaders? Why at all? hmmmm... I wasn't comfortable with that ... made me think there might be something to those systems of belief… or at least the Divine. I knew I believed in the spirit realm, I had experiences that convinced me. (In America isn’t it all about personal experience? Don’t we base all “truth” on what WE experience?

Why was it easier to believe in the metaphysical realm, the spiritual dimension? But not a God that had a will, personality and something to say... hmmmm... Well, those thoughts curtailed some of my occult activity. "If in doubt, do without" ... the nasty Ouija board convinced me of the reality of evil.

Soon I laid those thoughts aside and continued to enjoy my life as a free, modern, independent woman... (I began living on my own at the age of 19, and became a free modern woman by the time I was 21.)

During that time, especially with the addition of some nursing school under my belt, I came to the conclusion that there was not really “a God”, well not an all knowing supreme being that religions claim, in fact I often felt convinced that there was no ‘god’ at all. That belief’s that people held were just comforting answers to fill in the blanks. I considered myself an atheist for a long period of time. Time marched on… then… few years later...

My older sister, (Miss goody two shoes; never smoked, never drank, never had sex...sheesh.. what a square...you know the type..) became a 'BORN-AGAIN CHRISTIAN"... OH PLEASE!!!! Every time I was around that “Know it all sister” of mine was telling me I was “going to hell” for this or that. (Perhaps she didn't say it quite like it, but that was the gist.)

My sister kept telling me that God was real, my "SIN" separated me from him, and that meant when I died, I would be eternally separated from Him..." (Yeah right.. uh huh... HELL>>>SIN>> ooh I am scared!--NOT). However, since I did not believe in that primitive, ignorant concept of “hell”, it was pointless.

Being somewhat rebellious and impish, during that period of time, I took my opportunity to mock my sister. My favorite sport was to have my sister come over and tell us (my roommate Gail and I) about "Jesus. Before she would come, we would have some wine, or a joint, lay some seeds around... empty glasses, maybe a tarot card or that infamous Ouija board. When my sister would talk to us about God and we would get the major giggles... What fun we thought it was. (I was a brat huh? Mean even… yes, mean was hidden in my humor and behavior & sarcasm for years – but that is another story).

This continued for a few years. Until one day when I overheard my father and stepmother speaking of my sister in a derogatory manner. I did not like that at all. I could do what ever I wanted, it was my sister and I still loved her... but I didn't like the nasty things they were saying about her; it wounded me. (My sister was/is a highly intelligent, professional woman, and I was insulted at the things that were said about her).

I wanted to HELP my poor sister...So, I set out on a quest to show my sister, that all religions lead to God, and that the bottom line, was that it didn't matter what you believed,. As long as you were sincere, didn’t hurt, judge or infringe on people.

For nearly a year, I researched different religions, belief systems, philosophies, etc. I really respected intelligence and mental acuity; therefore, I set out on the intellectual road. Often speaking to the learned professional people I worked with. (I was an assistant social worker at the time. and I had access to a great pool of minds and diverse backgrounds.)

One of the odd things that kept surfacing was that there was no religion, or history like that of the Jews. Even archeology supported some of their outlandish claims. Hmmm... I found that was quite interesting. At the time, one of the things that stood out to me about the Jewish faith was that their God spoke to them and was interested in relationship. Like Moses, Abraham and others. I sort of thought that was neat. (If it were true) I had known that other spirits interacted with humanity through some interesting experiences throughout my life.

I had some neat conversations with a friend's husband who was a brain surgeon studying to be a Rabbi. (From Israel no less.) He gave me some very interesting books... (Eventually those same books would lead me to a belief in Jesus--but he didn't realize that).

During this research, after my curiosity was piqued about the God of the Hebrews, I began "talking to the air." I would say things like "If you exist, then you can hear me... yada yada yada."

It was all logical to me. Let’s face it… IF God really did exist, it would be important to know him. If He did exist, I wanted to know. I wanted to know HIM, not know OF him... I wanted a relationship like the guys in the Old Testament that had conversations with him. That had lives that were profoundly impacted by his guidance. Sounded cool to Me. After all, he would be better to know than a president, king or actor. Sure we can read about celebrities and people in history.. But to KNOW them… THAT IS PRICELESS. So, if that were true, and possible, and if there was “a God” he could hear me and respond, if not… well, I was right!

When I would drive around “talking to the air,” I would say things like.. IF you are really there, then I really want to know. Let me know you are there... if you hear this, then do thus and such... (Real goofy, or difficult stuff, like answer a question, or have a friend I had not seen since 3rd grade call me. Dumb stuff and profound stuff.) I have many stories to insert here, but too many bunny trails and too many words for you to read.

I sort of made a bell hop of God. But I did it not to be a jerk or to test HIM, my heart was totally sincere. I lived in an area that was like the home of the Cults & occult. I didn't want to become religious, or sucked into a cult. By this time my heart was earnest and truly searching for truth. I morphed from trying to calm down my sister and make her more appropriate to wanting to know for myself.

God was incredibly gracious toward me. I could take up pages of text with the stories about those answers. (And perhaps I will blog some of them as time goes on.) Suffice it to say, there were so many, it defied coincidence. They were so perfect, it defies random chance. Eventually, God convinced this cynic that He Was. That He really WAS...Unlike the Easter Bunny, or Santa… HE really did exist!

I was convinced beyond a doubt that God existed and was He was the same God that revealed Himself to and created the Jewish people.

Eventually, using the Old Testament, He showed me where Jesus fit in, as well as where I fit in the grand scheme. That too was a neat twist to the story. While embracing the truth of Judaism, I find the Messiah and ended up a believer in Jesus as the Messiah...go figure.

Once all of that was settled, I read the bible, and for the first time in my life, I could understand it. One thing I did understand was that the things I questioned in St. Ursula's school that got me labeled "Impertinent" were answered in those pages. I found freedom, truth, love and lots of neat things.

I thought that it was all was AWESOME… and decided that when I turned 40, after I had done more living, and was an old boring adult, married with kids, I would become a true follower of Christ. After all, I did not want to be a hypocrite, how I could say I was a Christian and live my own way. I was not yet ready to become religious and give up my fun life so, until then, it was great knowing that God existed and I would use that information later.

Weird thing though...once I had made that conscious decision (to put God on the shelf), all of the "coincidences" and things that I had come to know as evidence of the "presence of God" ceased. It stopped so abruptly that it was noticeable. The silence was loud and it was eerie! After all for nearly a year my life was consumed with the quest for truth and the interaction with God...now it was void again. Suffice it to say, that for about a week or so it remained that way until I had a number of epiphanies; such as, I had no guarantees that I would make it to age 40; that God had gone over and above the norm to reveal Himself to me and maybe it would not be too cool to ignore Him and die without doing business with Him....And other things that pushed me to a decision.

I remember the decision and the day well. April fool’s day to be exact. I went from being the fool of one master to the fool of THE MASTER. What pushed me over the edge was a combination of the importance of making a decision NOW when I KNEW I was breathing, coupled with a bunch of near death accidents and the explanation of the Gospel from a psychiatric social worker I met. Where "escaping hell" as a motivation did absolutely nothing. (Why should I care to escape a place I didn’t believe in?) A greater understanding of God motivated me. I recognized that God was so ineffable and loving that he chose to create not puppets, but free willed beings that could choose to love Him. That He created us to share His character, His love, and have relationship with him. That He had to pour out His love, as he was just being HIM. I saw the world and myself as constantly “giving him the finger.” Yes, that is exactly what I thought and what I said to him. There he was, beckoning us, desiring us to have relationship with Him and trust him with our lives and we were busy flipping him the bird by doing our own thing and declaring ourselves as gods and lord of our own life. It moved me with great pain...I was struck that He chose to be affected by us and that he so loved… I was very very very sorry indeed. I was way too aware of all the areas that I fell short, but mostly of my pride, arrogance, psuedo intellectualism and hubris. I hurt God… I did not anger Him, I broke His heart and it broke mine. I dropped to my kitchen floor and wept. I would never be the same.

In the beginning I started out a "closet Christian." For one thing, I didn't want my sister to know!!! I did not wish to admit that she was right! Also, at that time I was also quite insecure and a MAJOR people pleaser and did not want rejection. People would think me a nut, my reputation would be ruined!

Eventually, much to my chagrin at the time, I had to come out of the closet. A combination of me growing and healing as a person along with the reality of God and truth versus this virtual world we value.

Within a few years I had turned into a Jesus Freak! (I asked him not to...that day I so graciously offered him my life that was my ONE request! However, He ignored me).

If my life were a book or a movie, I would title it "Adventures with God." And boy has it been! Have I got many very very cool stories. Touching stories... Precious treasure from dark times in my life.. And best of all, a totally different understanding of who God is than I had of the mean offence-counter, finger wagging, angry God of my Catholic upbringing. (I am happy to see that over the last few years, God had moved upon the Catholic Church and has set them free of many of their erroneous judgments of God & weird rules & regs. A recent pope, was filled with the Holy Spirit, spoke in tongues and encouraged reading of the Bible.. That has to be a good thing!)

Up to date... Knowing that God has a larger perspective on people and situations, I always include him in major decisions and depend on him for wisdom, guidance, etc. My life is not my own.. I traded my life for His life.. (I made out in the deal). I made out BIG TIME!

Oh, and as far as “Hell” is concerned. I came to believe in it. After coming to a place where I believed that Jesus was exactly who he said he was I had to acknowledge that he spoke about hell so many times that it must be real. There were many things like that I had to just “trust” him about when I could not wrap my mind around it or wanted to! But if Jesus said it, then that settles it. Who am I going to trust on he bottom line? Reality based on my perception and knowledge or on what God says? So...Hell is real. Years after coming to that conclusion, I also realized that it was quite logical, that if God is good and life and light and love… and God cannot not dwell with evil and sin, then Hell is a place totally devoid of God--that means it is a hopeless, agonizing place. I am not motivated by fear of it as Jesus restored my relationship with him.

[Update 2010: It has been 33 years since that day I lay on the floor of the kitchen on 27 College Avenue in what is now Sleep Hollow. I have grown so much in so many ways. I have enjoyed a wonderful relationship with God. Jesus referred to him in a term of endearment of the day which would be our equivalent of "Daddy" and that is what I like to refer to him as. But He is much more of course and depending on my interaction with him, what I call him changes. He could care less about the formality or informality of the words; it is the heart that matters.

I am humbled that this caustic, impish, prideful girl was pursued and transformed by the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob into the person that I am today. Who am I? A human that knows that she knows--that she knows--that God is, and who He is and knows the knowable parts of Him and is growing in that relationship more and more.

I feel humbled at all the incredible ways throughout these 33 years that God has shown be that He is involved in my life. From silly silly little things that don’t matter in the grand scheme of life to tremendously big things. From Heavenly hugs to major life altering experiences.

I want this for everyone. I love my fellow man and hurt when I see people not free to be who they were meant to be, or people being like lemmings and believing things that they themselves have not thought through and sought on their own. Life is so much more when you walk with Him! You truly become alive… and yet, the best is yet to come. ----------------------------------------------

Thanx for reading :) I would love if you would share your own stories in the comments. xoxo ME

Hey guys -- it's been a minute or a decade actually :)

Hey guys, I recently came across one of my old Heart-Throscopy blog posts and said to myself "Wow, it's been a minute or literally a decade"! So, I think it's about time I resurrect Heart-Throscopy (the little peek into my heart) for the sake of love and life. God knows who will even read this, but even if only one does, I hope to touch your heart. I am hoping to contribute a little space in the cyber expanse that covers the globe. Here's to tomorrow ... XOXO ME

Opening Eyes, Ears, and Hearts -- Jimmy Wayne, Meet Me Halfway

(Jimmy in CT --enjoying a ROOT BEER)

As you know, my blog is called Heart-throscopy -- my word for taking a little peek into my heart. Actually, I don't share a lot of personal stuff in my blogs and mostly write about music or certain artists. I write about music because I love it, but please don't misunderstand --I love music because it is a vehicle in which God can work on people's hearts. This is one reason I prefer artists that are humble and are sensitive to God because they put out a positive message which can benefit others.

Sometimes music uplifts your spirits and can help you heal or give you joy. Other times, music can make you remember, reflect, and appreciate certain things in your life. I guess that is one of the meanings of the old saying means "Music soothes the savage beast." (I always forget if the period goes before or after the parenthesis.. oh well)

Many people are unaware that it is because of the hand of God that I was able to write for a music magazine, meet many artists, share with them about God's love, and keep them in my prayers that God will draw them and use them. I don't like "celebrity" per se, but celebrity can be used for good if that person realizes they are in that position because God has put them there for a purpose.

Soooo, all this rambling is for a reason. This past Monday I attended a Concert for Kids to benefit St. Jude' Hospital which was held in Connecticut. A few of my favorite guys played --Bucky Covington and Jimmy Wayne (who took a quick detour from his trek for the benefit). But instead of writing about that concert, I want to use this post for Jimmy Wayne's project. (Thank you Bucky Covington for also supporting Jimmy Wayne's project)

God's hand is all over singer/songwriter Jimmy Wayne. I have been so touched and moved by Jimmy's Campaign "Meet Me Halfway." If you read my previous blog about this, you may already know that Jimmy is putting himself out there in a big way for children in the foster care system who "age out" and are sent out into the world without resources and, therefore, unprepared and homeless. Jimmy was one of those children and wants to use his experience to help others in the same situation. (Thank you Jimmy for using your "Gift of Experience")

Following Jimmy daily on his trek from Nashville to Phoenix, amidst intolerable weather conditions, has been an extremely heart-tugging experience for those of us who are situated in Jimmy's blackberry. (Connected by technology and ready to support him and respond to his contact in an instant) (Opps, I forgot that Jimmy moved us from his Blackberry to his Android)

Jimmy started his journey on January 1, 2010 and has spent most of each day walking, thinking, and talking to his viewers. The reality of simulating a homeless teen has brought back memories of his life on the streets which is becoming "rocket-fuel" for his cause. He is reflective, he is thankful, he is inquisitive, and he is determined.

From my own experiences of working with adolescents -- in detention centers, in hospitals, in churches, and on the streets,I can tell you that the problem of homeless teenagers is one that not given much media coverage or thought of for that matter by the mainstream. Hopefully, with Jimmy's and your help, that will change.

Please examine your hearts, see what role God would like you to take in sharing his love and helping the next generation of our country to become self-supporting and productive citizens. There are so many ways we each can help both actively and passively.

Jimmy Wayne would also like you to get the word out about this quiet epidemic. Please tell others about his MMH campaign and if you can donate even just $1.00 to it, you can do so on his website. MEET ME HALFWAY

Follow Jimmy Wayne on twitter jimmywayne
(No you do not have to sign up to twitter to read his page)

And watch Jimmy's live Ustream broadcasts daily -- But make sure you keep a big box of tissues with you ...just in case. LIVE AND ARCHIVED USTREAMS

You might like to start with this Ustream where Jimmy gets real and will make you truly examine your own heart.
REFLECTING

Please also check out Dreamainky's blog regarding Meet Me Halfway HERE.

Jimmy Wayne is opening eyes, ears, hearts, and hopefully also wallets.


(picture of JW's MMH card courtesy of julietcat67)

Please support Jimmy Wayne's sponsors: HisCall (telecommunications), Marmot (outwear and equipment), and a special thank you Capital Hotel in Little Rock, Arkansas for the generosity and hospitality.

James 1:27 "Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world."

Jimmy Wayne to Walk HalfWay Accross America for At-Risk Kids

(photo credit: countryweekly.com)

I know that there are a lot of other artists out there that pick a charity for tax purposes without really having a personal connection to the cause, but not Jimmy Wayne -- Jimmy "talks the talk" and "walks the walk" for a cause I know he is truly passionate about.

Jimmy intends to brave the frigid winter climate and walk halfway across America to raise funds for at-risk youth. He knows from his own experience what it is like to be an at-risk child and to be a homeless child. He credits his success in life to his foster parents who met him halfway by taking a chance on him, helping him to turn his life around.

If you ever met Jimmy, you know he is a passionate and compassionate guy. He is a giver, not a taker. He is now using his celebrity to give back and to bring attention to the plight of homeless children and young adults -- especially those youth who leave the system with no direction or resources and are literally turned out on the street without recourse.

On January 1, 2010, Jimmy will be venturing out on foot to trek from Nashville, TN to Phoenix, AZ hoping to raise awareness and funds for these youth. Don't expect Jimmy to be walking during the day and relaxing in a four-star hotel -- Jimmy is dedicated and driven. He will be walking in whatever weather January decides to deliver and plans to sleep on the ice-cold ground just as many of our youth do on a daily basis. (This is actually a dangerous venture, with susceptibility for illness and complications such as frostbite and on another note--street crime).

Jimmy asks that you "Meet Me Halfway" (as his trek is called)(in conjunction with HomeBase Youth Services) and calls each of us to action:
"Because I was helped when I needed it, I want to try and help now. If the bit of celebrity I have can help me raise awareness of this situation --that there are kids and young people out there who need our help, then I feel like I have accomplished my goal. I'm not asking people to come out and walk with me, but I am asking them to meet me halfway by getting involved-- donate money, adopt a kid, learn more about the foster child/foster parent program in your local community. There's so much one person can do, and so many ways they can make a difference. It just takes one person to help someone to a better life."

Please go visit Jimmy's official website and read more about his walk and how you can meet him halfway.

I personally ask that if you are reading my blog that you also support Jimmy in prayer while he is on his journey for both his protection and the success of this charity event. Also, say a prayer for these children as well and that God speaks to hearts concerning each child individually.

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Matthew 25:34-35 "Then the King will say to those at His right, 'Come, my Father's blessed ones, receive your inheritance of the Kingdom which has been divinely intended for you ever since the creation of the world. For when I was hungry, you gave me food; when I was thirsty, you gave me drink; when I was homeless, you gave me a welcome.'"

Have you ever heard or seen Lifehouse's Everything Drama?

In researching a particular topic this morning for another blog I am working on, I came across the video for Lifehouse's song "Everything" which was used in a performance by a group of teenagers.

Lifehouse is a band on the Geffen label. It is not a Christian band, but from what I have read, some of the original members had deep faith and previously played in churches as a Christian band. The lyrics of their songs have touched many hearts and have been used in numerous TV shows and commericals. If you listen to the lyrics of this video, I pray you will be moved as well.

I have seen this particular drama over and over this past year, but every time I watch it, it brings me to tears because the message is so powerful!

I have shared it with friends and some of them see the message and are moved and yet some do not understand it. I pray that as you are looking at this video that the message touches your heart.

One additional thought that I take away from this video is that even though God gives us life, He did not create us to be robots. God gives us the freedom to make our own decisions. We can easily be seduced by the things of the world. Those choices can cause us to go down wrong paths and reap the consquences of the actions we take. God is still waiting for us to turn around and grab hold of Him. When we do, He will move mountains for His children and take on our enemies as our Father.

(No matter what you have done, God is waiting for you to make that U-Turn back to Him. It's not about religion, it's about having a relationship with a living God who loves you more than you can fathom.)

Enjoy the music, listen to the words, be moved by the message:
Lifehouse -- Everything

Tim Tebow -- University of Florida Gator - Football force to be Reckoned With - Man of God

Well, a friend posted this video on Facebook and it touched my heart so I had to share it with all of you.

Mind you, if you know me, I am a UGA Bulldawg by osmosis. I watch the SEC games, I watch the draft, if I watch NFL games (besides my home state) my favorites are the teams with players that are UGA alum and those that serve the Lord. UGA has many players that love the Lord too, but I happened upon this video tonight and so even though Tim Tebow is a Gator, I am posting it. (I forgive Tim for being a Gator .. and aferall, he is a brother in Christ so ya gotta love him :)

Before I post this video, since it does have some Gator stuff in it too, I have to say .. GOOOOOOO DAWGS, SIC 'EM! WOOF, WOOF, WOOF!! (Kerri, this one's for you :)

Thank you Tim Tebow for being a true servant of God and sharing the love He has put in your heart!

Alive and Kicking .. Kicking...Kicking

Hey all,
I've been soooooooo busy the last few weeks and now I am taking a little R and R and have been at the pool swimming.

I've got some great blogs that are in draft and just need to have some pictures added and will get them up soon.

I just wanted to let you know to keep your eyes out.

You can always following me on twitter because my phone is with me at all times and I tweet now and again :)

Please say a prayer for my friend Mary -- the Lord knows her situations.

hugs..

Jason Michael Carroll drops Sophomore CD and invites you to attend the Brittany's Battle Event

Bad me (or does it make me cooler to say "my bad")..anyway.. My bad (LOL) I have started so many drafts of my blog this week and haven't finished even one so that I could post it. They will have to wait now because there are important things coming up that I wanted to share with you for the upcoming week.

I will post a few blogs so that each event gets it's own hoopla

TOMORROW - April 28, 2009

Jason Michael Carroll (JMC) drops his sophomore CD "Growing Up is Getting Old"!
If you haven't heard of him, please check him out. If you look at him, you would never expect "that voice" to come out of his mouth. It's definitely memorable.

I have had the pleasure of catching Jason Michael live numerous times (as you can tell by my blogs) so I have heard several of the tunes on this CD live already -- I personally recommend it. He is a sweetheart of a guy and a good husband and father (to me those things are important -- talent doesn't necessarily get my vote because it's God-given, it's more important to me how a person lives your life)

You can preview the songs at ilike.com and then go and snatch up your own--purchase--that is!

[Addendum: GAC posted this article today HERE]

I also want to mention Jason Michael's cause "Brittany's Battle" and the fundraiser event scheduled for May 2 in Raleigh, NC. Brittany, the daughter of Jason Michael's first drummer, died in her teens from Lung Cancer. If you would like to see Jason Michael Carroll in concert and support this event, check it out HERE. I would love to be there, but my schedule is not letting me this time. I pray for much success at the event.

If you cannot make the event either, but would love to donate something, Brittany's Battle has partnered with Amazon.com so check out their wishlist and make a few wishes come true HERE.

I've previously posted the video of Jason Michael regarding his song "Where I'm From" but I am again posting the link so you can go check out what he says about Brittany's Battle -- a cause he firmly supports because Brittany was a friend of his.


You can learn more about Brittany's Battle on their website at brittanysbattle.org.

CHECK BACK LATER TODAY AND TOMORROW AS THERE ARE SOME IMPORTANT THINGS I NEED TO SHARE (if you haven't heard them already -- Jason Castro live webcast (April 29), Bucky Covington's new single is out NOW, Richie Fields taking part in the genre-crossing benefit concert "Aid 4 Autism" in ATL (May 2))

HAPPY EASTER! Who is Jesus Christ? (Yeshua Ha' Machiah)

(photo credit: gardenaction) Well, today is Easter Sunday, so Happy Easter to everyone! WOOOHOO! As I previously mentioned, I prefer to say Happy Resurrection Day because this day is so NOT about a bunny rabbit and candy. I don't mind that people enjoy that fun on Easter, but just like with Santa Claus -- satan has made a counterfeit to distract us from the true meaning of these days set aside to celebrate Christ. So, we just need to remember the real reason for these days as well. I think everyday should be a celebration of Christ and what he has done for us, but not everyone is at that place, and so holidays always are a great time to celebrate and reflect upon our Lord, and enjoy them with our families. HE IS RISEN! I am so thankful that I am washed in the blood. (I know that sounds gory, but it really isn't if you understand its awesomeness). Who's risen? Risen from what? Jesus, Christ -- is risen from the dead After being beaten, crucified, and killed, he came back to physical life after three days of death! FOR YOU! (How is that even possible? -- it isn't unless...) So, WHO IS JESUS ANYWAY??? And why do I care? I think many people think Jesus is just another guy who started a religion or that a religion was started by a zealous group of his followers based on his man-made philosophies, as has been the case for many of the religions of the world. No matter what faith or non-faith you may be--whether you are a Christian, Jew, Mormon, Buddhist, Muslim, Agnostic, Atheist, or whatever, have you ever wondered who is this Jesus guy? Have you ever really researched anything about him? (or did you just take someone's word for it and run with that concept?) It tends to be that many people take a position on something or someone because it is the popular choice and never research the facts for themselves (such is the case for evolution, political affiliations, abortion etc.. you get my drift)(It is actually a trend to protest all things Jesus right now -- how very sad) Jesus was a rebel (probably like many of you reading this blog right now) He has been depicted as loving and kind (which he was), but he was not a whimp, he was strong and also forceful when he felt it was necessary (have you heard how he took a whip and destroyed the place when he got angry?) Jesus lead a spiritual revolution and stood his ground for unpopular principles during his time. No matter how society tried to kill him and still tries to kill him -- it just won't happen. He has shaped the world from its foundation and continues to do so. I'd say that is something pretty amazing. If you research Jesus of Nazareth there is undeniable proof of his life -- both historical and spiritual, which will cause you to think and make a decision. (A decision that will affect your life now and after your spirit leaves your body for good) Just a little FYI (and I don't mean to be presumptive, but I actually used to think that Jesus' last name was Christ -- oops.. NOT). Christ is not Jesus' last name -- it is derived from the Greek "Christos" for "anointed one". In Hebrew, Ha'Machiach means "Messiah" so the Hebrew name for Jesus (who is Jewish) is Yeshua Ha'Machiah -- Jesus is the Jewish Messiah according to the Scriptures. One of the most prolific authors of our time, C.S. Lewis asks us in his most famous book Mere Christianity * is Jesus "LIAR, LUNATIC, OR LORD"? After researching the proofs of the claims of Christ, Lewis makes this provoking statement: "A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic - on the level with a man who says he is a poached egg - or he would be the devil of hell. You must take your choice. Either this was, and is, the Son of God, or else a madman or something worse. You can shut Him up for a fool or you can fall at His feet and call Him Lord and God. But let us not come with any patronizing nonsense about His being a great human teacher. He has not left that open to us." Who is Jesus of Nazareth to you? Your life on this earth and for all of eternity is affected by your answer to this question. True Christianity is not being religious (some people think I am religious -- I am SO NOT RELIGIOUS -- but to those that do not have a personal relationship with Jesus, they view me as such --it's all good). True Christianity is also not a philosophy of life or obedience to a set of rules and performing rituals. True Christianity is based on a personal relationship with a Risen God who is Jesus Christ, our Savior and Lord. (I'm not saying you can't call belong to or call yourself by the name of a denomination, but are you in a "personal relationship" with Christ? -- that's the key!) SO, WHO IS JESUS? WHO IS JESUS TO YOU? DO YOU CARE? There is so much to share and reflect upon and to learn, and I'm only trying to cause you to think a little deeper than usual today. If you are skeptical or you want to know more, there are many insightful resources. The evidence that jolted a former Atheist Josh McDowell (who set out to disprove Jesus' claims) can be found on his website JOSH.ORG. If you are a skeptic or have questions, I am sure Josh has the info for you. Josh McDowell is also the author of More Than a Carpenter. Check it out. CAN I TRUST THE BIBLE IS JESUS REALLY GOD? Josh also shares proofs of the RESURRECTION of Christ. CHRISTIANITY, HOAX OR HISTORY FOR SKEPTICS WHO DEMAND A VERDICT FOR MY JEWISH FRIENDS Thank God that we have the right to make our own choices in life. Everyone chooses, whether they specifically decide or not. Everything boils down to faith, even if you are an atheist or any other religion -- it is YOUR FAITH in something that causes you to believe what you believe. Where do you put your faith? ---------------------------- For just a bit of insight, the Hebrew Passover is a celebration of how God spared the lives of the Jews who trusted God to spare them. They covered their door posts with blood of a lamb and the angel of death passed over them. Jesus himself celebrated Passover and he became the Lamb of God who was slain so that those who trust God will be passed over and will receive life everlasting. ---------------------------- Watch this clip to see Mel Gibson's view of what Jesus experienced ---------------------------- * This book is on Jason Castro's suggested reading list

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Tomorrow is the day we celebrate Christ's victory over sin and death -- Resurrection Sunday (some say Easter, but I don't prefer that name). I celebrate his mercy and grace everyday as many do, but tomorrow, the world is reminded that HE HAS RISEN and of His FREE gift of grace to us (when we DO NOT deserve it)!

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HUGS

This is really IMPORTANT! Take a Stand - BE HEARD -- TIME IS RUNNING OUT! YOUR Rights are at stake!

I worked in labor and delivery, newborn nursery, and pediatrics for years. I could write a book with all the the things that I have experienced. One thing that stood out above all was the preciousness of life and the grief when it is lost -- even before that life enters the world.

Before I get onto my soapbox, I feel there another equally important message here--that of being forced to do something against your faith. This could lead to someone to lose their career or go to jail. This is a severe threat to anyone who has a conscience--not just in this case. What if you were made to commit an act so totally against your values just because you worked in a particular career? This is major danger to our rights.

So I'm getting on the soapbox now--and it's Red and Gold with purple tassles LOL:
I have seen it with my own eyes, I know a child in the womb is a living child. My belief is what the Bible tells us -- life begins at conception when God breathes a spirit into that child. For those that do not believe in God, they think of the cells as just that -- a lump of cells -- how sad. I hope that they never have to experience a reality proving otherwise.

That being said, as a nurse I always had the right to live by my conscience and NOT take part in an abortion because it was against my core beliefs. Legislation is about to change that and REQUIRE doctors and I believe all medical personnel to assist in abortions against their own convictions. This will be both emotionally and spiritually devastating to someone. Unless you have witnessed it yourself, you cannot understand the depth at which it grips you to see such a procedure. (in its numerous stages)

Please check out and sign the petition at HERE.

Take a stand where it counts!



Be Heard Project -Protect Pro-Life Doctors from beheard on Vimeo.

AIG Bailout was nothing compared to this! (Casting Crowns)

Just popping in for a sec...still working on something, but I got this in a Tweet from Mark Hall (Casting Crowns) and I love it because it is so true, so I am sharing:

"You think AIG was a big bailout? He who knew no sin, BECAME sin for us that we might be blameless in God's sight. Thank you Jesus!!!"

Alive! (Galations)

Hi guys,
I promise I am still Alive!! I have been quiet because I have been major busy.
There is a lot of stuff going on with new CD releases -- Bucky Covington, Jason Michael Carrol, Dierks Bentley, Luke Bryan, and our Jason Castro.. soon very soon.

Lots happening on American Idol too, but there are lots of other sites out there for that :)

I promise I will get some words typed into this blog very soon. Please be patient with me.

I am also working with a few artists to start putting some of my interviews into my blogs :)

I pray you draw closer to your Savior. (Praising him helps to get you even closer - there is power in praise!)

HUGS
ME

I am Alive:

"I am crucified with Christ: neverthless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me." Galations 2:20

Can I get a whoop, whoop?

Superbowl XLIII Today -- NBC rejects commercial

Good morning -- after I posted yesterday's pictures, I kept feeling a little guilty that I did not post so many of the other pictures of the "special people" that I have meet and known over the last few years. I kinda felt a little guilty for not putting up pictures of Rocky Covington, Ducky Medlock, Jeff Cease, Steve Cook, Tom Hurst, Timmy Galloway, Trey Hill, Luke Bryan etc.-- because each one of them are really good people as well. So, I hope just giving them a shoutout will be okay :)
(and I just have to mention some special sweetheart ladies: Kat, Denise, Terra -- who have beautiful hearts and are so kind and giving). (Also, this mention is in no way meant to be a slight against any of the precious, awesome, wonderful sisters I have met over the last few years--especially those with whom I have been on road trips--you know who you are!).

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So, today is the day --Superbowl XLIII will be making history in Tampa Bay (where it's warm!). Perfectly fitting for today, I was reading the most famous of all SIGNS that you see held up all over sports arenas everywhere: JOHN 3:16

It reminded me of a conversation I had with a gentleman on a plane recently who was on his way to the Giants/Cowboys' game in Dallas. He had been to an uncountable number of sporting events and always had seen that ever-present sign being held up by fans, but never knew what it meant. I shared JOHN 3:16 with him -- it is one of the single most important powerful verses if you stop and ponder it's significance. In case you too have seen the signs, but didn't know what they meant, here is the message:
"For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." JOHN 3:16

That verse is truly life changing if you grasp hold of it and apply it!

So, on to the events of the day. I actually prefer NCAA (SEC) than NFL football, but everyone loves the Superbowl, even if it is only for the commercials. I have my favorite teams for my own reasons and when they aren't playing in the game, I check out who on that team is my brother in Christ, or who went to University of Georgia (being I'm a mom of an Alum). Sometimes it's hard because both teams have someone special that you would like to see win.

It would be a momentous and historical moment for both teams to win, but especially for the Cardinals since the franchise hasn't celebrated since the 1940's, but I still have to root for the Steelers. I love when a person is outspoken about how Christ is their reason and their purpose in life. I don't really know too much about the players on the Cardinals (other than Kurt Warner who also loves the Lord), but I do know about the Steelers because they are in my geographical area.

A man of faith is definitely someone with dedication and conviction.

These are some of Steelers that I am aware of that are not ashamed of the gospel of Christ:

-Mike Tomlin - Coach, mentored by Tony Dunghy (former Steeler and coach Indianapolis Colts -- wonderful man of God) is outspoken on his faith and dedication to our Lord.

-Troy Polamalu, Safety
-Daniel Sepulveda, Punter
-Aaron Smith, Defensive End
-Nick Eason, Defensive End
-Mewelde Moore, Running Back
-Heath Miller, Tight End
-Anthony Madison, Cornerback
-Travis Kirschke, Defensive End
-Arnold Harrison, Iinebacker (former UGA Bulldawg)
-Max Starks, Left Tackle

and can't forget (even though I don't know about his faith), Hines Ward (former UGA Bulldawg). Who is supposed to play I believe, but who is probably still not 100% after his recent injury.

(By the way, I do watch and I do know about football, but my reasons for liking a team are my own, just as yours are yours :)

Tonight's game should be intense!

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On to the commercials, or actually to a commercial that you WON'T see tonight. This commercial was rejected by NBC for a spot during the game. (SHEESH!) I am posting it for its message because it is great (not for its affiliation to any particular group). (It also reminds me of that story about Beethoven--you know the one).

Enjoy "Life--Imagine the Potential" and let me know what you think about it:

be back later

Going grocery shopping .. I'll try to post later on.

Keep warm if you're in the frigid weather.

Jesus bless

Prayers for Barack Obama and his administration

Well, today was a memorable and historical day--we have a President of African-American heritage. My grandparents were immigrants so I truly respect the American dream and the major significance of today's inauguration and the potential "shot in the arm" that could come about because of this historical event.

I grew up in a wonderful place and went to a school that came together in unity and beyond color. I was in the south during the time of Dr. Martin Luther King (oh, oh, don't guess my age), I also had a close relationship with Marian Anderson for several years before she passed away and she shared many of her experiences with me (Google her -- SHE IS A MAJOR PART OF BLACK HISTORY), so I truly understand the history and significance of today.

I am thankful that I grew up in a family that looked at a person as a person, looked beyond their human costume, and treated each person special. I am thankful that God has allowed me to have friends from many different backgrounds and heritages.

That being said, I could not let today go by without prayers for our new President. I read a wonderful prayer sent out in an email from Rory and Wendy from god.tv. I want to share that prayer with you here and ask you to agree in prayer as well. (the picture is also courtesy of god.tv):

"Father, according to Timothy 2, Paul exhorted that "supplications, prayers, intercessions and giving of thanks be made for all men, for kings and for all that are in authority that we may lead a quiet peaceable life in all godliness and honesty. For this is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Savior". In obedience to Your Word, we join together this day, January 20 2009, with our GOD TV family all across the United States of America and join in one heart and one mind in prayer and intercession for our new incoming President Barack Obama.

Father we ask this day that as Barack Obama is inaugurated here in Washington DC, that You would look down from Heaven and in Your great mercies upon America look down this day upon President Barack Obama and grant him exceeding wisdom in these crucial days ahead facing him and the new administration. Oh mighty Father we pray as a united body to You, the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, that You may grant to Barack Obama the spirit of wisdom and revelation of the knowledge of Yourself this day. That the eyes of President Obama's understanding be enlightened that he may know what is the hope of his calling and the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints, and what is the exceeding greatness of Your power to us-ward who believe and to himself, according to the working of Your mighty power which you wrought in Christ, when You raised Him from the dead.

Father we pray that the overshadowing fear of the Lord would start to rest upon this new administration. We pray for Your sovereign hand to guide the President and those in his cabinet. We release YOUR purposes, we release YOUR plan, we release YOUR strategies and YOUR wisdom, we release YOUR governance. We pray for visitation in the President's night hours and revelation in his waking hours, that as he enters the pressures and the challenges of office in 2009 that he would be driven to trust in You as his mighty fortress, that he would find refuge and wisdom under Your wings, that he would seek Your face before he seeks man's wisdom and Father, that You would pour out word after word in season upon him from on high.

Father, we thank you that even as Abraham Lincoln and Andrew Jackson ruled in generations before Barack Obama, that You have placed upon President Barack Obama's shoulders a mantle to root out and tear up wickedness, thank you Father, that by Your sovereign mighty hand, You would imbue him with zealousness and righteousness to rout out evil men and sinister schemes. Grant President Barack Obama the courage to rule with justice and the wisdom to rule under God. And Father, as the body of Christ that we commit to You to lift him up faithfully and fervently. That we may consistently petition Heaven on Barack Obama's behalf and petition President Barack Obama on YOUR behalf.

Father, we also ask that You minister to him in the night hours regarding the issue of abortion that he may know Your heart and Your mind on these issues so important to Heaven. And finally we ask divine protection and blessing over his family and upon his physical life. Preserve his life from being cut off prematurely, Father preserve him from sinister schemes and the schemes of wicked men. Thank you that as President of the United States he will run the course that is laid out for him in this time and this season.

Thank you for joining with us and our GOD TV teams all across America to pray for President Barack Obama today and in the months and years ahead. God Bless America!
With our love in the service of the Lord Jesus Christ,
Rory and Wendy Alec."

Well, night night for now.
Time to walk the dog and hit the pillow.

Bucky Covington going on USO Tour! YIPEE

(photo credit FLCathy, courtesy of
BuckytownUSA.com -- thanx for sharing girls)





Great news out of the Covington camp (thanx to a shiny bass) is that Bucky Covington and his band are traveling to Europe for a USO Tour (we believe sometime in February)! I am so thrilled for the boys and for our troops as well. A Bucky show definitely will lift anyone's spirits. (His band consists of wonderful, dedicated, and talented musicians in their own right) (If you don't enjoy yourself at a Bucky show, I would look for a pulse).

I had the special privilege of interviewing Bucky Covington last year and I asked him about his desire to work with the USO and to visit the troops. Here is a part of that interview:

ME: "We understand that the charity you work with is the USO. Do you have any plans to entertain the troops anytime in the near future, either in the US or overseas?"

BUCKY: "That is something that I really would like to do. I would like to perform for them in the States, but I would really like to visit them overseas. I can remember when I went on the three month tour with American Idol and how it felt when I was basically cut off from my family. Well, I wasn't entirely cut off, but it was a separation. So, I know a little of how it feels to be separated from those you love and how it can affect you. My separation from family is nothing in comparison to what our men and women in the service have to deal with. They are cut off from friends and family for long periods of time in a distant place.

I want to show my appreciation for what they do for us and show them we care about them and are grateful for their dedication. So yeah, that's definitely something I want to do."

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I know this tour will be memorable for Bucky and the band. I hope the experience will deeply touch their hearts and the hearts of those that they get to meet as well.

(Gee, I can remember that before 2006, Bucky had never flown in an airplane. He sure will be adding a lot more miles to his tally with this flight.)

I know it is a little early, but I am going to pray and and ask each of you who read this blog to say a little prayer for Bucky and the boys and all join them in this this tour -- asking the Lord for their protection, their health, and guidance in all circumstances regarding this endeavor. Thank you Jesus for working all of this out.

Jesus Bless!
Safe traveling boys! Have a wonderful experience!
HUGS

National Sanctity of Human Life Day, 2009

It's still freezing here in the northeast and the Lord decided to bless us with snow again. Sometimes it's hard to endure our blessings LOL ...I surely do look forward to the warmer, sunnier days so I guess these days make me appreciate those warmer, sunnier days even more.

I am only jumping in here for a minute today. I just wanted to share a presidential proclamation from this week.

It is almost 36 years since the passing of Roe v. Wade the Court Order that changed our society in so many ways. (I believe the ripple effect is much greater than people realize -- much greater than just the abortion issue -- life in general is no longer respected).

On January 15, 2009 before leaving office, President Bush issued a proclamation making today National Sanctity of Life Day. We may not see such a proclamation from the White House again with the "Changes" that are expected.

You can read the entire proclamation HERE, but I am posting the first paragraph below:

All human life is a gift from our Creator that is sacred, unique, and worthy of protection. On National Sanctity of Human Life Day, our country recognizes that each person, including every person waiting to be born, has a special place and purpose in this world. We also underscore our dedication to heeding this message of conscience by speaking up for the weak and voiceless among us.

The Lord commands us to pray for our leaders. I ask all of you to pray for the heart and the wisdom of our soon-to-be President Obama.

We also need to pray for our country as a whole as well and all the issues our people are experiencing. In particularly, there are several family and friends that are searching for employment -- this is a bad time to be out of work. Any prayers are appreciated.

Stay Warm. HUGS

Prayers for my friend Kaity

Hey all, I ask that you say a prayer for my friend Kaity now and again over the next few months. (Kaity and I met one night and the Lord bonded our friendship -- She too is a "Buckaneer").

Kaity is taking a semester in Uganda. It is an awesome opportunity and experience and I am sure it will impact her in a deep way.

Please pray for her health, her protection and her wisdom (and whatever else the Lord puts upon your heart).

If you would like to read her blog while she is away, you can view it HERE.

In a Keith Green mood (Last Days Ministries)

It is freezing here today in New York. The snow was falling and it was so beautiful to watch it gently drift to the ground. (Did you know that every single flake is unique--just like us? -- God made us both). Several inches of snow have accumulated, but I haven't watched the weather report so I don't know the amount. I got this really great robe and slippers for Christmas --my favorite color--RED--and oh soooo warm. So, after running errands and cleaning the car and my walkway, it was great to curl up in my robe and slippers with a cup of hot chocolate and sit quietly.

Have you ever sat quietly and thought of the awesomeness of our God--our creator? Have you ever been so flooded with love in your heart that you can't help, but love back? That is the feeling that I get when I think of my Lord and Savior. Well, that intensifies so much when I hear or sing songs by Keith Green--and that is what I did today. I'm in a Keith Green mood -- translated means that, like Keith, I am in awe of my Lord and humbly bow before Him and bask in His glory.

When I was presented with the facts that Jesus wanted me to surrender my life to Him because He bought me by His blood (THANX JEANNE!), it was something that I knew I needed to do--so I did. I thought just going to church was enough -- I was so blind in my thinking. Finally, I accepted my personal gift of salvation -- in 1976 (sometimes I think 1975, but it was definitely 1976).

Well, Keith Green had a huge impact on my walk with Christ. Keith was a dynamite, on-fire, totally committed, humble, and passionate follower of Christ. It just so happens that he was also a recording artist, but one that called you into a deeper relationship with God and he lived the example. I never met Keith in person, but I did participate in the ministry that Keith and his wife Melody ran (Last Days Ministry) and it strengthened my own walk with Christ. (Keith and Melody with both Jewish but had come to realize and believe that Jesus was their Messiah and gave their lives totally to Him.)

Keith and Melody both "walked the walk" not just "talked the talk." Their lives spoke volumes and their hearts overflowed with the love God infused into them.

Keith and two of their younger children (almost babies) were killed in an airplane accident on a mission trip in 1982. Melody raised their other children and carried on the ministry which have impacted the lives of countless here and in other other countries by their compassion including saving souls, teaching, feeding the hungry, and providing for orphans.

Well, all that "introduction" is just because I am listeing to Keith Green songs today (and can't help singing along) in worship to my King. I wanted to share a few of them with you also. Mind you, the videos you are going to see are from the mid 70's when life was very different. (To coin a phrase from Bucky Covington, "It was a Different World".) So, the hair and clothes are a little different from today. In fact, I can't wait for my younger son to see the videoes because when he sees Keith Green's hair, he will finally know that "that" hairstyle WAS POPULAR back then! :)

I hope you too enjoy Keith Green and if you get time, please visit Last Days Ministries to read their biographies and how they have touched lives and still do. I pray that he touches your heart the way he does mine and brings tears of love to your eyes for God, our Lord.

Make My Life a Prayer To You:


Love Broke Through:


Create in Me A Clean Heart:


Interview with Keith:

If you want more Keith Green videos, you can click on the thumbnails under the video after a video finishes.