How and Why My Sister Became a Jesus Freak!

My precious sister wrote this a while back of her experience many decades ago. I recently came across it again and felt it was something to share with the world. Please read it with the love and sincerity in which it was written:

Posted by my beautiful sister "NoSmallStir":

I am posting this here in response to someone's question about how I became a Christ follower. The bunny trail stories are wonderful adventures, but I would have no life if I had to type them all. Anyway, here is a basic snippet of my journey to becoming a Christ follower:

I was Catholic by upbringing, raised Catholic, baptized, confirmed, after all I am Irish/Italian... therefore, everyone was Catholic. Actually my mother and father were ‘creasters’… people that went to church on Christmas and Easter, however I attended parochial school. I had issues with some nuns there. I had sincere questions, i.e. “If God loves us, why can’t we just talk to Him without going through a saint or Mary?” “If Jesus died for the sins of the world, how come I have to tell the priest and not him that I am sorry”, “If Jesus is my friend and brother, why do I have to talk to his mother and not him”. “Why can my friend come to church with me but I can’t go to her church?” Etc. etc. At this time in my life I was not being a smart-ass, I totally sincere. I really wanted to know. I wasn’t a Catholic basher; I was a sweet little girl who thought about things.

Sometime around 3rd or 4th grade I realized the Easter Bunny was a sham...Santa & God went right with him... God hung in there a little longer…however…not much longer. By the time I was 13, a young hunk in the neighborhood I hung out in ( Bradley Ave), who was studying to be a priest, enlightened all of us teens that the bible was not true, that it was allegorical, and Adam and Eve were protozoa. Well, that put the nail in God's coffin... At least the God of the bible… I left the door open for some kind of God… but basically one that would cover every person’s belief… maybe just a force… hadn’t defined it, didn’t need to, decided that religion was just a philosophy used to control the mindless masses.

Enter my true teen years ... socially, all the moral norms were in an upheaval. My code of living was if you “believe it”, and “it works for you”, then it is good. If it “feels good or right… DO IT!.” I truly believe you could do what ever you wanted, as long as you didn't hurt people. If there was a God, he was not that intimately involved in our lives. But, like I said, I wasn't so sure there was one...

Bottom line, I was “nice” to people ... and I did what I thought was the right thing to do. I had integrity, I lived what I believed. As time went on I clearly began to believe in a spirit realm or world, in ghosts, poltergeist and the like. I was one of those people whose Ouija board actually moved without pushing. Yes, it did work, it did spell things and communicate things… NO, my friends did not push it. We could do the “Look Ma, no hands” and it would still work. (Years later when I was just out of my teens it said some heinous things.. frightfully heinous. I then determined THAT spirit was not a blithe spirit. (My friend and I burned that sucker in my tub).

I also liked tarot cards, and even began the steps in becoming a witch. (I would have been a 'good' witch... I was a "good" person.) I loved nature, I loved “magic”, I had interests in all metaphysical things and was very ‘open-minded”.

Eventually some logic/questions began to dawn on me... Why in some of the rituals that I read, did I have to denounce the monotheistic God of the Jews and Jesus? Why not other religious leaders? Why at all? hmmmm... I wasn't comfortable with that ... made me think there might be something to those systems of belief… or at least the Divine. I knew I believed in the spirit realm, I had experiences that convinced me. (In America isn’t it all about personal experience? Don’t we base all “truth” on what WE experience?

Why was it easier to believe in the metaphysical realm, the spiritual dimension? But not a God that had a will, personality and something to say... hmmmm... Well, those thoughts curtailed some of my occult activity. "If in doubt, do without" ... the nasty Ouija board convinced me of the reality of evil.

Soon I laid those thoughts aside and continued to enjoy my life as a free, modern, independent woman... (I began living on my own at the age of 19, and became a free modern woman by the time I was 21.)

During that time, especially with the addition of some nursing school under my belt, I came to the conclusion that there was not really “a God”, well not an all knowing supreme being that religions claim, in fact I often felt convinced that there was no ‘god’ at all. That belief’s that people held were just comforting answers to fill in the blanks. I considered myself an atheist for a long period of time. Time marched on… then… few years later...

My older sister, (Miss goody two shoes; never smoked, never drank, never had sex...sheesh.. what a square...you know the type..) became a 'BORN-AGAIN CHRISTIAN"... OH PLEASE!!!! Every time I was around that “Know it all sister” of mine was telling me I was “going to hell” for this or that. (Perhaps she didn't say it quite like it, but that was the gist.)

My sister kept telling me that God was real, my "SIN" separated me from him, and that meant when I died, I would be eternally separated from Him..." (Yeah right.. uh huh... HELL>>>SIN>> ooh I am scared!--NOT). However, since I did not believe in that primitive, ignorant concept of “hell”, it was pointless.

Being somewhat rebellious and impish, during that period of time, I took my opportunity to mock my sister. My favorite sport was to have my sister come over and tell us (my roommate Gail and I) about "Jesus. Before she would come, we would have some wine, or a joint, lay some seeds around... empty glasses, maybe a tarot card or that infamous Ouija board. When my sister would talk to us about God and we would get the major giggles... What fun we thought it was. (I was a brat huh? Mean even… yes, mean was hidden in my humor and behavior & sarcasm for years – but that is another story).

This continued for a few years. Until one day when I overheard my father and stepmother speaking of my sister in a derogatory manner. I did not like that at all. I could do what ever I wanted, it was my sister and I still loved her... but I didn't like the nasty things they were saying about her; it wounded me. (My sister was/is a highly intelligent, professional woman, and I was insulted at the things that were said about her).

I wanted to HELP my poor sister...So, I set out on a quest to show my sister, that all religions lead to God, and that the bottom line, was that it didn't matter what you believed,. As long as you were sincere, didn’t hurt, judge or infringe on people.

For nearly a year, I researched different religions, belief systems, philosophies, etc. I really respected intelligence and mental acuity; therefore, I set out on the intellectual road. Often speaking to the learned professional people I worked with. (I was an assistant social worker at the time. and I had access to a great pool of minds and diverse backgrounds.)

One of the odd things that kept surfacing was that there was no religion, or history like that of the Jews. Even archeology supported some of their outlandish claims. Hmmm... I found that was quite interesting. At the time, one of the things that stood out to me about the Jewish faith was that their God spoke to them and was interested in relationship. Like Moses, Abraham and others. I sort of thought that was neat. (If it were true) I had known that other spirits interacted with humanity through some interesting experiences throughout my life.

I had some neat conversations with a friend's husband who was a brain surgeon studying to be a Rabbi. (From Israel no less.) He gave me some very interesting books... (Eventually those same books would lead me to a belief in Jesus--but he didn't realize that).

During this research, after my curiosity was piqued about the God of the Hebrews, I began "talking to the air." I would say things like "If you exist, then you can hear me... yada yada yada."

It was all logical to me. Let’s face it… IF God really did exist, it would be important to know him. If He did exist, I wanted to know. I wanted to know HIM, not know OF him... I wanted a relationship like the guys in the Old Testament that had conversations with him. That had lives that were profoundly impacted by his guidance. Sounded cool to Me. After all, he would be better to know than a president, king or actor. Sure we can read about celebrities and people in history.. But to KNOW them… THAT IS PRICELESS. So, if that were true, and possible, and if there was “a God” he could hear me and respond, if not… well, I was right!

When I would drive around “talking to the air,” I would say things like.. IF you are really there, then I really want to know. Let me know you are there... if you hear this, then do thus and such... (Real goofy, or difficult stuff, like answer a question, or have a friend I had not seen since 3rd grade call me. Dumb stuff and profound stuff.) I have many stories to insert here, but too many bunny trails and too many words for you to read.

I sort of made a bell hop of God. But I did it not to be a jerk or to test HIM, my heart was totally sincere. I lived in an area that was like the home of the Cults & occult. I didn't want to become religious, or sucked into a cult. By this time my heart was earnest and truly searching for truth. I morphed from trying to calm down my sister and make her more appropriate to wanting to know for myself.

God was incredibly gracious toward me. I could take up pages of text with the stories about those answers. (And perhaps I will blog some of them as time goes on.) Suffice it to say, there were so many, it defied coincidence. They were so perfect, it defies random chance. Eventually, God convinced this cynic that He Was. That He really WAS...Unlike the Easter Bunny, or Santa… HE really did exist!

I was convinced beyond a doubt that God existed and was He was the same God that revealed Himself to and created the Jewish people.

Eventually, using the Old Testament, He showed me where Jesus fit in, as well as where I fit in the grand scheme. That too was a neat twist to the story. While embracing the truth of Judaism, I find the Messiah and ended up a believer in Jesus as the Messiah...go figure.

Once all of that was settled, I read the bible, and for the first time in my life, I could understand it. One thing I did understand was that the things I questioned in St. Ursula's school that got me labeled "Impertinent" were answered in those pages. I found freedom, truth, love and lots of neat things.

I thought that it was all was AWESOME… and decided that when I turned 40, after I had done more living, and was an old boring adult, married with kids, I would become a true follower of Christ. After all, I did not want to be a hypocrite, how I could say I was a Christian and live my own way. I was not yet ready to become religious and give up my fun life so, until then, it was great knowing that God existed and I would use that information later.

Weird thing though...once I had made that conscious decision (to put God on the shelf), all of the "coincidences" and things that I had come to know as evidence of the "presence of God" ceased. It stopped so abruptly that it was noticeable. The silence was loud and it was eerie! After all for nearly a year my life was consumed with the quest for truth and the interaction with God...now it was void again. Suffice it to say, that for about a week or so it remained that way until I had a number of epiphanies; such as, I had no guarantees that I would make it to age 40; that God had gone over and above the norm to reveal Himself to me and maybe it would not be too cool to ignore Him and die without doing business with Him....And other things that pushed me to a decision.

I remember the decision and the day well. April fool’s day to be exact. I went from being the fool of one master to the fool of THE MASTER. What pushed me over the edge was a combination of the importance of making a decision NOW when I KNEW I was breathing, coupled with a bunch of near death accidents and the explanation of the Gospel from a psychiatric social worker I met. Where "escaping hell" as a motivation did absolutely nothing. (Why should I care to escape a place I didn’t believe in?) A greater understanding of God motivated me. I recognized that God was so ineffable and loving that he chose to create not puppets, but free willed beings that could choose to love Him. That He created us to share His character, His love, and have relationship with him. That He had to pour out His love, as he was just being HIM. I saw the world and myself as constantly “giving him the finger.” Yes, that is exactly what I thought and what I said to him. There he was, beckoning us, desiring us to have relationship with Him and trust him with our lives and we were busy flipping him the bird by doing our own thing and declaring ourselves as gods and lord of our own life. It moved me with great pain...I was struck that He chose to be affected by us and that he so loved… I was very very very sorry indeed. I was way too aware of all the areas that I fell short, but mostly of my pride, arrogance, psuedo intellectualism and hubris. I hurt God… I did not anger Him, I broke His heart and it broke mine. I dropped to my kitchen floor and wept. I would never be the same.

In the beginning I started out a "closet Christian." For one thing, I didn't want my sister to know!!! I did not wish to admit that she was right! Also, at that time I was also quite insecure and a MAJOR people pleaser and did not want rejection. People would think me a nut, my reputation would be ruined!

Eventually, much to my chagrin at the time, I had to come out of the closet. A combination of me growing and healing as a person along with the reality of God and truth versus this virtual world we value.

Within a few years I had turned into a Jesus Freak! (I asked him not to...that day I so graciously offered him my life that was my ONE request! However, He ignored me).

If my life were a book or a movie, I would title it "Adventures with God." And boy has it been! Have I got many very very cool stories. Touching stories... Precious treasure from dark times in my life.. And best of all, a totally different understanding of who God is than I had of the mean offence-counter, finger wagging, angry God of my Catholic upbringing. (I am happy to see that over the last few years, God had moved upon the Catholic Church and has set them free of many of their erroneous judgments of God & weird rules & regs. A recent pope, was filled with the Holy Spirit, spoke in tongues and encouraged reading of the Bible.. That has to be a good thing!)

Up to date... Knowing that God has a larger perspective on people and situations, I always include him in major decisions and depend on him for wisdom, guidance, etc. My life is not my own.. I traded my life for His life.. (I made out in the deal). I made out BIG TIME!

Oh, and as far as “Hell” is concerned. I came to believe in it. After coming to a place where I believed that Jesus was exactly who he said he was I had to acknowledge that he spoke about hell so many times that it must be real. There were many things like that I had to just “trust” him about when I could not wrap my mind around it or wanted to! But if Jesus said it, then that settles it. Who am I going to trust on he bottom line? Reality based on my perception and knowledge or on what God says? So...Hell is real. Years after coming to that conclusion, I also realized that it was quite logical, that if God is good and life and light and love… and God cannot not dwell with evil and sin, then Hell is a place totally devoid of God--that means it is a hopeless, agonizing place. I am not motivated by fear of it as Jesus restored my relationship with him.

[Update 2010: It has been 33 years since that day I lay on the floor of the kitchen on 27 College Avenue in what is now Sleep Hollow. I have grown so much in so many ways. I have enjoyed a wonderful relationship with God. Jesus referred to him in a term of endearment of the day which would be our equivalent of "Daddy" and that is what I like to refer to him as. But He is much more of course and depending on my interaction with him, what I call him changes. He could care less about the formality or informality of the words; it is the heart that matters.

I am humbled that this caustic, impish, prideful girl was pursued and transformed by the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob into the person that I am today. Who am I? A human that knows that she knows--that she knows--that God is, and who He is and knows the knowable parts of Him and is growing in that relationship more and more.

I feel humbled at all the incredible ways throughout these 33 years that God has shown be that He is involved in my life. From silly silly little things that don’t matter in the grand scheme of life to tremendously big things. From Heavenly hugs to major life altering experiences.

I want this for everyone. I love my fellow man and hurt when I see people not free to be who they were meant to be, or people being like lemmings and believing things that they themselves have not thought through and sought on their own. Life is so much more when you walk with Him! You truly become alive… and yet, the best is yet to come. ----------------------------------------------

Thanx for reading :) I would love if you would share your own stories in the comments. xoxo ME

Scotty McCreery and Lauren Alaina -- You Are On Your Way!

(Photo credit: MTV NEWS)


It's been almost a week since Scotty McCreery, the high school baseball pitcher and grocery store bagger from North Carolina, won this season's American Idol crown.

If you follow me on Twitter, you know I was very excited on finale night. I love when artists that a real, humble, and appreciative are noticed. I am very happy for Scotty and for Lauren Alaina who won second place -- what an amazing job!

WOOOHOOOO AND CONGRATULATIONS SCOTTY AND LAUREN--MAKE A JOYFUL NOISE!!

I believe we are all put on earth equipped with special talents and an individual purpose. If we trust God to guide us, He will reveal them and use us for good. I believe that Scotty and Lauren are doing just that and in doing so can touch a million hearts with the love of God and bring millions of smiles around the world.

I pray that having crazy work schedules and being in a tough industry that these two will be protected and guided on each step of their life's journey. I ask that God continue to minister to them so that they grow deeper in their faith and are able to spend quality time with the Lord.

Scotty chose one of my favorite Josh Turner tunes as his audition song. Take a listen (courtesy of haiyde) and even if you don't like the musical genre, I bet you will enjoy the performance:



'Til my next computer boot--group hug!

My Journey Halfway Across America with Jimmy Wayne (Project Meet Me Halfway)

Hey All --

As you may or may not know already, this past weekend Jimmy Wayne completed his journey from Nashville to Phoenix(even after breaking his ankle he finished the last 5 miles!) I am soooo proud of this guy, my eyes were filled with tears of joy when he reached his destination. (No, I could not make it to Phoenix and I really, really, wanted to be there to share this with him and the other MMHers, but I did listen, watch, and cry.)

Rather than report the finale event, I am blogging about my experience during JW's walk. Please check out Jimmy Wayne’s official Project Meet Me Halfway site to read about the finale events covered by multiple media HERE.

Jimmy's intention is to bring awareness to the situation of teens aging out of the foster care system before they are equipped to be emancipated (something jw experienced himself). Once the kids reach a certain age, that chapter in their lives is ended and they are thrown out into the world-- many unable to support themselves, ending up homeless, in jail, dead, in sex slavery. So, before I start Part 2, please say a prayer for this generation of teens that are searching, that are aging out of foster care, that are without parents, that are homeless.

PART 2:
From the moment Jimmy ("JW") took his first step, I was one of hundreds of people (which eventually grew to thousands!) who was glued to the computer or attached to a cell phone waiting for a tweet, a facebook/myspace post, or a live ustream broadcast. In fact, because JW was continually broadcasting live from his droid (it's a really cool everything but the kitchen sink kinda cell phone--more popular than the iPhone), many fans purchased their own droids --and, yes I did!-- Mind you, I needed a new phone and I was seriously considering the iPhone, but thanx to JW, I went droidy :)
(so now I also broadcast from my droid on the ustream.com channel "cathyanne").

Little did Jimmy know that the winter he decided to walk across the south would be more like surviving in the frozen tundra. Just to clarify, when I say JW walked, he really walked and walked alone for the most part--sleeping outside on the side of the road! No four-star hotel or five-course dining! Jimmy took this approach to simulate the life of a homeless teen for the world. He was blessed by the kindness of strangers leaving him food or inviting him into their home for a meal or a night's sleep.

This blog is about my journey with JW--one of the people at the other end of his droid in Twitterville, but I am only one of many and I can only tell my story and share what has been shared with me by other MMHers (TGF's :)

Jimmy kept us attached to the strap on his chest--right near his heart and we literally kept him company on his journey. His humble, unassuming, genuine heart allowed him to share raw emotions with us--and they ran the gammit from loneliness, tears, happiness, laughter, or fear--and we became more invested everyday. Jimmy became a precious brother or dear friend to his followers.

So when the cell phone rings, you answer it, right? Well, for most of JW's followers, our cell phones notified us as soon as JW posted a message or was broadcasting live. Those alerts could be any time of the day--or night! But, as soon as we heard it,we knew JW would be checking in with us. If there was a lapse of time between JW checkins, there was some concern and we would begin to bombard him with messages so he would reply. (JW, Tweet Tweet Little Birdie :)

One night JW shared that heard gunshots while he was in his tent--I know I prayed extra hard that night. On another night in the midst of gusting winds and a raging storm, JW ustreamed so we could keep him company until he fell asleep...and that he did while we were right there with him. Jimmy wasn't homeless himself, but what he was going through put things into perspective as to what kids on the street have to endure--thank God Jimmy had warm clothing and a tent (courtesy of Marmot)--the reality is that many homeless kids don't even have a coat! Imagine the loneliness a child would feel in this situation because more than likely they would not have a droid and people at the other end keeping them company.


For those of us that believe in the power of prayer, prayers for protection were daily! (thanx to all my prayer partners and a special thanx to NIXACOUNTRY.COM who supported JW, kept his music in heavy rotation, and conducted scheduled prayer time! (Wow.. that really is what it is all about!) We covered Jimmy. Thank you Lord.

During the walk, Jimmy was whisked away to do several shows and dropped back in the same spot. In February, I attended a St. Jude's Benefit in Connecticut, you can read more about that in a previous post. In March, my friend Eva and I drove a total of 19 grueling hours through snow, ice, and hail storms to see Jimmy and let him know we continued to support him on his journey. Is was at this show in Georgia that Jimmy first mentioned the idea of Street Teams... Say What?....

Well, it is after midnight and I missed my daily deadline so I am going to finish this for now ---hope I'm not boring you and I haven't even begun. Here is a video I recorded of Jimmy singing Sara Smile in Hiawasse, Georgia in March HERE.

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My Walk Halfway Across America with Jimmy Wayne (Part 1) -- Project Meet Me Halfway

So this is day two and I am back in the saddle :) – so let’s try this thing again (I still don’t have my desktop functional—I have been bouncing back and forth between my droid and my laptop and the ease is just not the same as sitting at my desk). Therefore, I am going to post this blog in several parts. So here goes…

PART 1:
For those of you who do not know who singer/songwriter Jimmy Wayne is, do your heart some good and google this guy. I previously posted a number of entries about him, but there is so much out there that I cannot do him justice.(I especially love the Faith and Fame series on Youtube--I will get the link and put it here maybe tomorrow). No matter what your preference of music, this is not about music, this is about heart and soul. Check Jimmy out please and see if God speaks to your heart.

(Photo courtesy: The Tennessean)

“JW” (as we call him) is definitely connected to technology—in fact, he single-handedly brought many fans out of the dark ages through his pinging, facebooking, tweeting, and ustreaming. (Now, if you are in the dark ages too, you probably have no idea what I am talking about—there is a whole ‘nother world out there waiting to be explored). Remember google is our friend—if you need to search some words, don’t forget to come back and finish reading :) It is because of JW's using communication technology to the fullest, that we also joined him on his journey halfway across America.

Let’s rewind a bit to January 1, 2010. On this freezing cold winter day, Jimmy Wayne took his first steps out of Nashville leaving from Monroe Harding Children’s Home to commence his Project Meet Me Halfway--he was on a mission to bring awareness to teens who age out of the foster care system and become homeless. Jimmy unknowingly was beginning a lifechanging journey and he was traveling on foot--Destination: HomeBase Youth Services in Phoenix. (January 1st--this is where MY journey across American began as well.)

Not being able to travel to Nashville to share the kickoff event with JW, many of his fans gathered online, talked to people at the venue, viewed pictures and read articles. I honestly don’t remember if there was a specific ustream on that day, but I can vow that many others like myself were there for JW in spirit—cheering him and praying for him and we had NO CLUE what to expect in the months to come.

Being obedient to the call of God in your life leads you places you never thought you would go and brings situations and people into your life that you never expected. To this I am sure Jimmy can attest.

So, in a nutshell, shortly after Jimmy's newly released CD "Sara Smile" hit the market, he basically put his music career on hold to give back for the blessings he has received in his life. (This is not something that record labels like to have happen—but trusting in God’s plan always is more rewarding).

And in the best laid plans of mice and men--what originally was calculated to be a two month trek wound up being seven months ....and the beat goes on...

(Photo courtesy: Valory Music)

(I'm hitting the pillow early tonight -- don't forget to come back for Part 2)

Hello World -- Hello Billy Dawson -- Hello Casey James

Hello world!
Ok, so where do I start… It’s actually been several months since I posted a blog…. The reason-- busy stuff, fun stuff, computer issues --you name it and let’s just roll it into a big ball and call it “LIFE!"

Side note: with respect to Life, God is good, I praise Him everyday, for every breath, for waking up in the morning and everything before—after—and in between. No matter what life brings, my God allows it to work for good. That is surely something I know and rest in. Thank you Lord!

Moving on--Interwoven among all the many factors of my not blogging was definitely enjoying music. Music that is uplifting, positive--has a beat and can dance to it …haha .. sorry, I think I was regressing to the American Bandstand criteria for rating good music for a moment. For those that don't get that comment, google is our friend...check it out :)

I want introduce you to an artist that I hope you begin to hear a lot about in the next few months and keep hearing about him for years to come!

While in Nashville, I ran into Billy Dawson -- a friend that the I "met" about a year ago. God says you will know one another by His love—I immediately knew Billy was a sweet brother the first time I read something he posted and it was confirmed the first time we spoke.

When I first heard Billy play it was apparent that he was blessed with talent, but until recently I had no clue that he was blessed with as much talent as he is! and he has been working very hard to perfect it. That being said, please keep your eyes and ears open for Billy Dawson.

(photo credit: Lacy Leigh Photography/Billy Dawson's myspace)

Billy has opened for Tim McGraw, Dierks Bentley (and a slew of other people you would recognize) and I believe it will not be long before he is opening to large crowds as the headliner. I heard several of his new songs including what I believe will be the first single on his debut CD--it is amazing. You cannot truly appreciate his guitar prowess on the song, but it does showcase his beautiful voice. (I know a guy's voice really isn't supposed to be described as beautiful, but hey, this is my blog and I call 'em as I see 'em :). I don't usually like to compare artists, but I'm putting it out there that Billy as an artist reminds me of Keith Urban in many ways. Billy though definitely is his own person, no copycat--and will make his own way following the plan God has laid out before him.

A video for the single, HOLD ON TO JULY is being shot sometime this week. I don’t know the plans regarding release of the cd, single, or video, but keep your eyes and ears open for it. Trust me here, you will love this guy! Remember the face and remember the name --Billy Dawson! Follow Billy on Twitter @billydawson1

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(photo credit: nj.com)


I am sad to say that I did not attend any of the shows during the American Idol Live Tour this year, but clearly Casey James is my favorite. His back story is inspiring and he appears to be a sweet and humble guy--the kind of artist that deserves to make it. I have enjoyed the southern rock, bluesy music since I was young. Casey has that southern, Texas, bluesy rock thing going on -- not only can sing, but he plays a mean stratocaster.

Casey's story of drive and determination to overcome adversity (the result of a motorcycle accident) reminds me so much of my old boyfriend's story, Bob Mayo (Yes--It is the same "Bob Mayo on keyboards, Bob Mayo on keyboards" of Frampton/Journey/Foreigner fame). Bobby also had a near fatal accident when he was in his teens. It crushed his face and his hand almost destroying his dreams to pursue music. Being told he would never play keyboards again, Bobby he took up guitar....and guess what, he became a master of both guitar and keyboards. Casey's mastering the strings is the true meaning of "no pain; no gain"! I believe Casey James will be around for a very long time and I am sure I will get to see him on his own tour. I pray he remains humble and God draws him closer. (p.s. I have been dubbed Goldicath -- a member of the International Goldsquad :)

A few others this Season 9 American Idol definitely are worth good listening---Sweet Mamasox (Crystal Bowersox) reminds me so much of Janis Joplin without the Southern Comfort influence (and yes, I actually do know of that which I speak -- I have a lenghthy Janis Joplin up close and personal experience)

I have not attended any Christian music concerts over the last few months, but as you know I enjoy other music as well, I will list some of the artists I have enjoyed (I know I am forgetting a few — oops):

- Bucky Covington (surprise surprise)

- Jimmy Wayne (surprise surprise)

- Jason Castro (surprise surprise)

- Jason Michael Carroll (surprise surprise)

- Michael Castro

- Joe Nichols

- Chris Young

- Camera Can’t Lie

- Rodney Atkins

- Laura Bell Bundy

- Jaron (Long Road to Love)

- Bo Bice

- Brantley Gilbert (UGA DAWG – Woof, Woof, Woof)

- Chris Janson

- Randy Houser

- Sara Evans

- Mark Chesnut

- William Riley

- Jessica Harp

- Blaine Larson

- Darius Rucker

- Rascal Flatts



Well, my pillow is calling my name....can't you hear it? Please come back tomorrow and read about MY walking halfway across America with Jimmy Wayne!

Did Ya Miss Me ? (getting ready for Jimmy Wayne and Jason Castro)

Hey all,
sorry I have not really taken the time to sit down and write my thoughts. I know I have promised that for a while. I hope to get back into the swing.

Life is good.. Life is busy. Recently saw Bucky Covington and soon will be seeing Jimmy Wayne, Jason Castro, and Jason Michael Carroll .. Check out their new albums ..

Talk soon..



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Ingrid Michaelson's "Everybody" by Candace Neal and Kate Zaloumes

I have been really busy .. woah.. and very excited about all the things that are going on.. I will share shortly, but in the meantime...

A precious friend of mine has a very talented niece that I believe is blessed with an amazing voice. Take a listen...

I love this video and wanted to share it with you .. please share it with others as well. It is an entry for a video contest of pop-indie artist Ingrid Michaelson.

So.. share the Love :)

Opening Eyes, Ears, and Hearts -- Jimmy Wayne, Meet Me Halfway

(Jimmy in CT --enjoying a ROOT BEER)

As you know, my blog is called Heart-throscopy -- my word for taking a little peek into my heart. Actually, I don't share a lot of personal stuff in my blogs and mostly write about music or certain artists. I write about music because I love it, but please don't misunderstand --I love music because it is a vehicle in which God can work on people's hearts. This is one reason I prefer artists that are humble and are sensitive to God because they put out a positive message which can benefit others.

Sometimes music uplifts your spirits and can help you heal or give you joy. Other times, music can make you remember, reflect, and appreciate certain things in your life. I guess that is one of the meanings of the old saying means "Music soothes the savage beast." (I always forget if the period goes before or after the parenthesis.. oh well)

Many people are unaware that it is because of the hand of God that I was able to write for a music magazine, meet many artists, share with them about God's love, and keep them in my prayers that God will draw them and use them. I don't like "celebrity" per se, but celebrity can be used for good if that person realizes they are in that position because God has put them there for a purpose.

Soooo, all this rambling is for a reason. This past Monday I attended a Concert for Kids to benefit St. Jude' Hospital which was held in Connecticut. A few of my favorite guys played --Bucky Covington and Jimmy Wayne (who took a quick detour from his trek for the benefit). But instead of writing about that concert, I want to use this post for Jimmy Wayne's project. (Thank you Bucky Covington for also supporting Jimmy Wayne's project)

God's hand is all over singer/songwriter Jimmy Wayne. I have been so touched and moved by Jimmy's Campaign "Meet Me Halfway." If you read my previous blog about this, you may already know that Jimmy is putting himself out there in a big way for children in the foster care system who "age out" and are sent out into the world without resources and, therefore, unprepared and homeless. Jimmy was one of those children and wants to use his experience to help others in the same situation. (Thank you Jimmy for using your "Gift of Experience")

Following Jimmy daily on his trek from Nashville to Phoenix, amidst intolerable weather conditions, has been an extremely heart-tugging experience for those of us who are situated in Jimmy's blackberry. (Connected by technology and ready to support him and respond to his contact in an instant) (Opps, I forgot that Jimmy moved us from his Blackberry to his Android)

Jimmy started his journey on January 1, 2010 and has spent most of each day walking, thinking, and talking to his viewers. The reality of simulating a homeless teen has brought back memories of his life on the streets which is becoming "rocket-fuel" for his cause. He is reflective, he is thankful, he is inquisitive, and he is determined.

From my own experiences of working with adolescents -- in detention centers, in hospitals, in churches, and on the streets,I can tell you that the problem of homeless teenagers is one that not given much media coverage or thought of for that matter by the mainstream. Hopefully, with Jimmy's and your help, that will change.

Please examine your hearts, see what role God would like you to take in sharing his love and helping the next generation of our country to become self-supporting and productive citizens. There are so many ways we each can help both actively and passively.

Jimmy Wayne would also like you to get the word out about this quiet epidemic. Please tell others about his MMH campaign and if you can donate even just $1.00 to it, you can do so on his website. MEET ME HALFWAY

Follow Jimmy Wayne on twitter jimmywayne
(No you do not have to sign up to twitter to read his page)

And watch Jimmy's live Ustream broadcasts daily -- But make sure you keep a big box of tissues with you ...just in case. LIVE AND ARCHIVED USTREAMS

You might like to start with this Ustream where Jimmy gets real and will make you truly examine your own heart.
REFLECTING

Please also check out Dreamainky's blog regarding Meet Me Halfway HERE.

Jimmy Wayne is opening eyes, ears, hearts, and hopefully also wallets.


(picture of JW's MMH card courtesy of julietcat67)

Please support Jimmy Wayne's sponsors: HisCall (telecommunications), Marmot (outwear and equipment), and a special thank you Capital Hotel in Little Rock, Arkansas for the generosity and hospitality.

James 1:27 "Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world."

Jimmy Wayne to Walk HalfWay Accross America for At-Risk Kids

(photo credit: countryweekly.com)

I know that there are a lot of other artists out there that pick a charity for tax purposes without really having a personal connection to the cause, but not Jimmy Wayne -- Jimmy "talks the talk" and "walks the walk" for a cause I know he is truly passionate about.

Jimmy intends to brave the frigid winter climate and walk halfway across America to raise funds for at-risk youth. He knows from his own experience what it is like to be an at-risk child and to be a homeless child. He credits his success in life to his foster parents who met him halfway by taking a chance on him, helping him to turn his life around.

If you ever met Jimmy, you know he is a passionate and compassionate guy. He is a giver, not a taker. He is now using his celebrity to give back and to bring attention to the plight of homeless children and young adults -- especially those youth who leave the system with no direction or resources and are literally turned out on the street without recourse.

On January 1, 2010, Jimmy will be venturing out on foot to trek from Nashville, TN to Phoenix, AZ hoping to raise awareness and funds for these youth. Don't expect Jimmy to be walking during the day and relaxing in a four-star hotel -- Jimmy is dedicated and driven. He will be walking in whatever weather January decides to deliver and plans to sleep on the ice-cold ground just as many of our youth do on a daily basis. (This is actually a dangerous venture, with susceptibility for illness and complications such as frostbite and on another note--street crime).

Jimmy asks that you "Meet Me Halfway" (as his trek is called)(in conjunction with HomeBase Youth Services) and calls each of us to action:
"Because I was helped when I needed it, I want to try and help now. If the bit of celebrity I have can help me raise awareness of this situation --that there are kids and young people out there who need our help, then I feel like I have accomplished my goal. I'm not asking people to come out and walk with me, but I am asking them to meet me halfway by getting involved-- donate money, adopt a kid, learn more about the foster child/foster parent program in your local community. There's so much one person can do, and so many ways they can make a difference. It just takes one person to help someone to a better life."

Please go visit Jimmy's official website and read more about his walk and how you can meet him halfway.

I personally ask that if you are reading my blog that you also support Jimmy in prayer while he is on his journey for both his protection and the success of this charity event. Also, say a prayer for these children as well and that God speaks to hearts concerning each child individually.

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Matthew 25:34-35 "Then the King will say to those at His right, 'Come, my Father's blessed ones, receive your inheritance of the Kingdom which has been divinely intended for you ever since the creation of the world. For when I was hungry, you gave me food; when I was thirsty, you gave me drink; when I was homeless, you gave me a welcome.'"

Rockingham's most famous son --Bucky Covington Returns Home and Has a New Single!

(Photo credit: Jackieblue via Buckymania.blogspot.com)

Ok so I'm a day late and a dollar short.. ummm well, maybe it's more like a week late on writing this blog...and I'm not even going to begin to count the dollars.

About two or so weeks ago, I heard the news that Bucky Covington was going to be going home to Rockingham, NC for a hometown concert and to give back to his community. It was short notice so I was not really sure until the last day if I would be able make arrangements to go. I gave it totally to the Lord and one by one He put all my "ducks in a row" and let me see His hand in it (thank you Lord). Also because of the short notice, a lot of Bucky's original and avid supporters who have been pushing for a hometown concert were unfortunately unable to make it. (FACT)

Side Note:(For those Rockinghamians that may read this blog--and I know that several do--Bucky has truly wanted and tried to return home and give back to his community for the last few years, but potential plans were always thwarted by the powers that be. Don't think for one second that Bucky is not proud to be from Rockingham and not appreciative of how his hometown made his new career possible, because that is farthest from the truth! AND THIS I KNOW!)

Well, Friday afternoon began a ROAD TRIP. For those of you that have favorite artists or favorite vacation spots, you understand the fun of a ROAD TRIP. My friend Lori actually traveled almost 5 hours to get to me and then we traveled another 12 hours together. (Poor Lori had an extremely extra long and excrutiating return home trip, but all-in-all, I think she will say it was worth it.)

I first have to give a shout out to all of my Buckaneer sisters and friends that I saw on this trip. Most of you hold special places in my heart and prayers and it was wonderful to get to see you again. My heart is in the south and my southern sisters are very sweet. (Btw, special shoutout and hugs to SM and PB, KC, DM, TC --I hope they know how precious they are!) (and it's ok that you don't know who because they do, so it's all good). I also want to give a shoutout to Mark Miller of Sawyer Brown--a brother in the Lord--he may never read this, but our convo was the best! and we are in agreement in prayer! (By the way, we also prayed that God would hold the rain back that day and even though it was predicted 70% rain--our Lord came thru because we stood on faith!)

Well, back to the concert -- Bucky was working with a few charities while in town and the concert was also for their benefit -- most everyone brought a food donation--I understand about over a ton of food was collected (is that possible?).

I had a VIP pass (thanx WSOC) so I got to talk to Bucky a bit and got a great spot for the concert. I have to tell you that this was the most wonderful concert I have attended and I have attended more than you can count. Bucky has grown as an artist over the last few years and his live shows are worth the traveling to. (yeah, I know I'm ending my sentence with a preposition). Anyway, this Saturday, Bucky and his band were on fire. It was high energy from the stage as well as from the crowd. There was a mutual feeling of love and appreciation in the air and it was truly apparent. Bucky finally was able to come home.

Bucky pleased the crowd with some familiar and favorite tunes which got the entire crowd singing and bouncing along. (It had to be a little wierd for him to be looking out at a sea of family and friends--both new and old--and be the hometown boy and country star at the same time, but he did it well.)

He also shared some of the new songs on his upcoming Sophomore CD which should be dropping about April. (It will also be around the time that the concert will air as a one-hour special on GAC TV) (If you aren't aware how the music business works, release dates always seem to never happen on the date that first intend to release, there are always delays and push back dates --so we are hoping for April). Mayor Gene gave Bucky a plaque and a new key to the City (he received his first after returning home from American Idol).

Many of you may not know but Bucky has eclectic taste in music which spreads across several genres and one of his favorite groups is Nickeback. So, for Bucky's new single, he chose a Nickelback song "Gotta Be Somebody" and he does it well. Take a listen to his new single "Gotta Be Somebody" HERE and ask your radio station to play it.

Rather than post some pictures from the concert, head on over to BUCKYMANIA and check out the great photos and videos submitted by fans.

I will post however the video from Myfox8 (thanx to Diver for finding it):
 


Disclaimer here.. usually when I mention Bucky Covington...you can apply much of the same sentiments to Rocky--his twin brother (who plays percussion in the Bucky's band). Even though they are definitely different in many ways, they are also similar in many ways including their humility, sense of humor, graciousness, and down-to-earth manner--of course being cuties too, but I don't go there--not my style--but I sure hear it and agree that he is/they are sweethearts.

Have you ever heard or seen Lifehouse's Everything Drama?

In researching a particular topic this morning for another blog I am working on, I came across the video for Lifehouse's song "Everything" which was used in a performance by a group of teenagers.

Lifehouse is a band on the Geffen label. It is not a Christian band, but from what I have read, some of the original members had deep faith and previously played in churches as a Christian band. The lyrics of their songs have touched many hearts and have been used in numerous TV shows and commericals. If you listen to the lyrics of this video, I pray you will be moved as well.

I have seen this particular drama over and over this past year, but every time I watch it, it brings me to tears because the message is so powerful!

I have shared it with friends and some of them see the message and are moved and yet some do not understand it. I pray that as you are looking at this video that the message touches your heart.

One additional thought that I take away from this video is that even though God gives us life, He did not create us to be robots. God gives us the freedom to make our own decisions. We can easily be seduced by the things of the world. Those choices can cause us to go down wrong paths and reap the consquences of the actions we take. God is still waiting for us to turn around and grab hold of Him. When we do, He will move mountains for His children and take on our enemies as our Father.

(No matter what you have done, God is waiting for you to make that U-Turn back to Him. It's not about religion, it's about having a relationship with a living God who loves you more than you can fathom.)

Enjoy the music, listen to the words, be moved by the message:
Lifehouse -- Everything

Jason Michael Carroll -- Gotta Love 'Em

Busy week this week, but I am getting ready to wind down and have a nice long relaxing weekend. I've got some special things to post about (but I know I promise and then sometimes life happens and gets in the way -- I'll catch up this week -- I have a bunch of drafts sitting to be posted)

I just recently shared about Jason Michael Carroll and I do from time to time because he is really talented (and he is a really good guy). So, that being said, I found this video that I wanted to share with you. (If I was living in the south, I would have to say 'share with y'all' or 'share with all y'all -- but you know what I mean :) I love a southern drawl --and they are all different, from state to state)

JMC, gotta love that smile and that heart.
Thanx ACM for interviewing Jason Michael:

Deep in the Heart of Texas -- Anna Thomas, Singer/Songwriter

I am unable to blog tomorrow, so today you get two blogs :)

People are always sharing with me the names of artists that touch their hearts for one reason or another. Sometimes that artist's name is not a household word, but he or she may be an aspiring musician following their dream or following the Will of God in their lives, as the case may be.

In the past few months, the name "Anna Thomas" has come up in conversation and has been shared with me on several occasions. Several people thought I should check out her music--which I did. I not only enjoyed Anna's music, but became interested in the person--a very mature and driven young lady. (Well, you know me -- I'm a people person and the person behind the music is what makes the music special, or not) This young lady is blessed with voice as well as a talent for songwriting.

I had the opportunity to interview Anna Thomas and would like to share with you what I learned in our chat, but first let me say thank you to Anna for allowing me to pick her brain so that others can get to know a little more about her and her music (and thank you to her parents for raising a grounded and beautiful daughter and special thanx to her dad for making the interview possible).

So world, meet Anna Thomas:



Q – Anna, For those who have never heard of you, can you please describe for me “Who is Anna Thomas?”

A- I am 13 years old and my birthday is in March. I was born in Memphis and now live in the Dallas Texas Metroplex. I am a singer/songwriter and love all kinds of music.

Q- How would you categorize your music for those that have not had the opportunity to hear it as yet?

A- It’s hard to give you one specific genre, but I guess it’s mostly Indie Pop or Indie Rock. I am influenced by rock, jazz, and pop music.

Q- I understand that one of your songs attained the number one spot on several music charts. Can you tell us a little about your song Trace of Light?

A. It has made several top ten charts on broadjam.com. It’s a song about hope and holding on through difficult times and trusting that things will be ok. For me my faith in Christ is what gets me through these times. I wrote it as a promise and as a reminder to myself not to lose hope. I was listening to Vanessa Carlton when the idea for the song came to me.

Q- What do you want people to come away with after listening to your music?

A – I want them to enjoy it and to be entertained. If they can relate or connect to the song in some way then that’s great too.

Q –How old were you when you realized that you were blessed with musical talent and how did you come to discover it?

A - In 3rd grade I was in my first church musical. I was afraid to take a solo but the director encouraged me to give it a try. I ended up really enjoying the experience and it boosted my confidence and made me want to try more musical things. I started realizing I could write at age 11 when I began taking music lesson from my teacher, Matt Gaskins. He was helping me with voice and guitar when I started showing him some songs I had written and we began co-writing and performing live over the last year.

Q – Did you have any musical influences in your family?

A – My grandfather is a musician and played on lots of music that came out of Memphis. He is a trombone player and played with the Memphis Horns and recorded at Stax studios. My dad also played in bands over the years and still plays regularly at church. My Aunt Kelly and my music teacher Matt opened a music school where I live called the Neighborhood Arts and Music School (NAMS). My mom is an artist, along with my sister, who writes amazing stories. My family is very creative and has always encouraged me to be creative.

Q – Are there any particular artists who have had an impact on you or inspired your musical style?














A – Switchfoot, Vanessa Carlton, Fiona Apple, Ingrid Michaelson, The Hush Sound, A Fine Frenzy, and all sorts of Japanese music.

Q – What instruments do you play, which is your favorite, and why?

A – Piano and a little guitar. I’m figuring some stuff out on the accordion and that is pretty interesting. I’ve found the keyboard to be most helpful for writing and I think one day it would be fun to get a keytar!

Q – What are the names of 5 artists you have recently played in your iPod or CD player and which one is your favorite in that list?

A- Regina Spektor, The Beatles, Adele, The Kooks, Switchfoot. Switchfoot is my favorite. I have memorized every song on every single CD of theirs.

Q – I can’t forget the standard “duo” question, so if you had the opportunity to record a duo with any artist of any genre, who would that person be?

A – Jon Foreman. No question!
(CathyAnne's sidenote -- for those that do not know who he is.. check out Switchfoot!)

Q – For such a young age, your lyrics are deep. Many of your contain particular symbolisms which seem to reflect a deep faith in God, is that where you get the inspiration for many of your songs?

A – Absolutely! I would say that most of my songs are heavily influenced by my faith.

Q – Is there anything in particular that you believe God has been teaching you lately?

A – I think He is teaching me not to be so hard on myself.

Q – Would you share how you go about writing your songs? Do you write both lyrics and music?

A – Yes I do. I have no particular technique though. I’ll either have something I really want to write about and then add a melody or I will have a melody stuck in my head and I will add words.

Q- Of your own songs, do you have a favorite? Tell us a little about it and why is it your favorite?

A – I have a couple. Right now I think Little Red and Trace of Light might be my favorites. I like Little Red because it’s upbeat and fun. I like Trace of Light because it is sort of my own personal testimony.

Q – Are there any plans to record a CD or to attempt to secure a record deal in the near future?

A - I’m sort of in the middle of working on a full CD right now. I have about 15 originals to sort through. I already have an EP that can be purchased online or at shows. I’m hoping to get the new CD finished so people can buy it before I lose my youthful charm! :)

Q – Are you currently concentrating your performances in Texas or will you be venturing on a tour at any time in the near future?

A – Right now it’s pretty much all in the Texas area. It’s definitely a goal of mine to play in Japan one day. I’ve always wanted to go there. But if you know of any gig opportunities, let me know!

Q – Have you considered trying out for American Idol? If not, why?

A – I have thought about it. But I won’t be old enough for 3 more years, and I am not a patient person. I just want to keep pursing music and doing what I love.

Q – When was the last time you cried and why?

A – Hmm…. Wow, I cry a lot! I cried at my church camp this summer almost every single day.

Q – When was the last time you laughed and why?

A – I laugh even more than I cry. I laughed just now!

Q – Where can people go to hear or buy your music now?

A – I am on myspace and facebook. www.myspace.com/annathomasmusic or www.facebook.com/annathomasmusic

To get to know even more about Anna, I asked her to answer one or the other of each of the following choices:

- Jeans or Dress: Dress – I have a lot of jeans though!
- Boots or high heels: High heels
- Dance or sit it out: Sit it out – I look incredibly awkward when I dance.
- Cooking or microwaving: Cooking – When it’s on my level.
- Coffee or Tea: Tea – I love me some Chai.
- Cheesecake or Fruit: Cheesecake - Depends on the flavor though.
- Waffle House or Cracker Barrel: Craker Barrel – Waffles are just too filling.
- Dog or Cat: I have both! I don’t want to make them jealous.
- Myspace or Facebook: Facebook
- Favorite Bible Verse: Philippians 4:8

(CathyAnne's sidenote: Philippians 4:8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.)

You can check out Anna Thomas singing "Trace of Light" here:


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Anna credits her music teacher and now partner, Matt Gaskins, for pushing her and inspiring her to grow and perfect her talents. Matt has been an important vessel in Anna's life and she wanted the world to know that she is deeply grateful for all he has done and continues to do to help her achiever her dream.

Jason Michael Carroll - NEW VIDEO for Hurry Home

Jason Michael Carroll is one artist that I have seen more times than I can count on my fingers and maybe even more than if I added in my toes :)

(I'll tell you a little secret -- I did NOT want to like Jason Michael because when I first went to see him perform, I was there to support Bucky Covington, but after hearing Jason Michael and after meeting him, how could anyone NOT like him??)(Besides, Bucky already knows that he is special in my book)

Jason Michael Carroll is blessed with an amazing voice. If you read my blog, you know that I have said on occasion ...you just don't expect that voice to come out of that guy!!

Jason Michael writes from personal experience and so his songs are moving.

The last time I saw Jason Michael (which I haven't blogged about -- my bad! -- it was last month), he told us that the song "Hurry Home" on his sophomore CD (currently in stores), is based on a family experience -- his aunt left the family and was gone for about 13 years (to my recollection). The family never gave up hope and finally one day, she called home and came back to be reunited with the family.

The video for Hurry Home has just been released and it definitely delivers. I found myself tearing up watching parts of it. There is a part where all music stops and it is as if Jason Michael was singing directly to you.

Take a peek at the new video and fall in love with Jason Michael Carroll:

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On behalf of himself and his family, American Idol David Cook, shares about his brother's passing and thanks his fans

First, I want to say, in case in some way David Cook ever sees my blog:

David:
There are many of us that have been and are praying for you and your family. We pray for God's peace and his comfort at such a painful time as this. People do care. Their care for you extends to your family as well -- and especially to Adam who they know you love deeply.

Thank you for speaking for yourself and maintaining the connection with your fans directly. God bless you and I pray that you draw close to Him during this time and he becomes truly real to you.
With His love and blessings,
Cathy Anne

That being said,
David Cook's Official Site posted this letter from David to his fans regarding Adam's passing:

I wanted to write everyone and say a few things, in light of recent events, to dispel any misinformation that may be circulating and to say thank you on behalf of my family and myself to everyone who has shown even the slightest bit of support to us and our efforts as a family to help eradicate this terrible affliction.

My brother, Adam, passed away at 11:52pm Eastern, May 2nd. He was 37 years old and leaves behind his wife and two children. We had played Sunfest in West Palm Beach that night, walking off stage at approximately 11:00pm Eastern, and I rushed to get on a plane to fly to Washington D.C., to be a part of the Race For Hope-D.C., a fundraiser for research and development of a cure for brain cancer. I learned of Adam’s passing upon getting to my hotel around 3:00am Eastern. I decided to run in the race, despite all of this, for two reasons. First, my brother never wanted his illness to affect others. That was evident in the fact that he wanted his illness to have no part in my experience on Idol, a point he was quite adamant about. So, with that wish in mind, I ran and was involved with the event as an homage to him. Secondly, there are many people who are still battling, and by running and sharing my brother’s story, I hope that it offers those still fighting that much more resolve to not succumb to this wretched disease.

I want to again thank everyone who donated to the race and continues to donate, sent a kind email, posted thoughts and prayers, called, etc. I take it as affirmation that my brother was the great man that I knew, and whose ideals I constantly try to uphold in myself. It is with those ideals in tow that I vow to continue to speak out in hopes of raising whatever necessary to help eliminate cancer entirely.

Also, I mentioned earlier that Adam never wanted his illness to affect anyone. So, with the exception of our Toledo, OH, show on May 6th, which we will do everything possible to reschedule, all other shows will go on as scheduled.

Lastly, thank you to everyone for allowing us, as a family, to grieve and come to terms privately. This event has shown me, beyond doubt, that I have the greatest people in my life, family, friends, and fans alike, and for that, I can never offer enough thanks.

Joe Nichols - Believers song, video, and request

I first saw Joe Nichols in concert when I went to one of Bucky Covington's concerts. If you know who Joe is, you know he has endured some tough times in the last few years.

I also saw Joe's performance at the Opry the night Bucky Covington was on the Opry. It took Joe a lot of strength to sing through because he was extremely choked up with emotion and battling tears that you could see the lump in his throat and the tension in his face. It touched my heart so to know he was raw and honest.

Sometime after Lorianne Crook interviewed Joe after his stint at rehab. The man was honest, funny, and cute.

I heard Joe respond to an interviewer's question about where he had been and Joe answered by saying something like "I was on a vacation to get closer to God" (at least that is the way I heard it). Joe also said that he was going to try keep his priorities in place and we know that we all have to struggle with that at time.

Joe now seems to always be smiling and trying to get people to have a chuckle. Life seems to be good. I give him a lot of credit for dealing with his problems straight on and by realizing the Lord is there with open arms and it's okay to lean on them.

In 2008, a reporter for the Saginaw News (Sue White) wrote an article about Joe and in voicing his appreciation to his fans during his time of trouble, Joe shared: "It's just been great, more than I can ask for," he said. "But I've always heard that if you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans. My life hasn't gone exactly how I thought it would, but I can see now that all the hard times, all the struggles, were blessings from God."

So, that being said, Joe has a new song called "Believers".
I found the song on Youtube so I am sharing it here -- if it is available on iTunes, please support Joe and purchase it. You can listen to the song HERE.

Joe also made this video requesting that people make a video to why they are a believer. Take a peek and maybe it will inspire you to make a video response.

Celebrate, Celebrate, Dance to the Music -- Jason Castro is officially signed!

(photo credit: Jason Castro's myspace)

WOOOOHOOOO, SQEEEEEE, WHOOP, HALLELUJAH!!
I'm doing a happy dance!!!

CONGRATULATIONS TO JASON CASTRO!!

I am so excited and so thrilled for Jason Castro's news. He did mention it in the video clip I posted the other day, but now Atlantic has made an official statement (see the end of this blog post)

Jason is in the hands that have made legends. Their roster has always been and still is impressive. I also like that the Christian band Skillet is signed to Atlantic Records. (and Jason is working with grammy-award producers that have worked with other Christian groups such as Lifehouse and Switchfoot). Atlantic seems to allow artist freedom and that is exactly what Jason needs because he answers to a "higher authority" (as they say in the Hebrew National hot dog commercial).

Jason is not a fan of "celebrity" in general so I pray that he is not caught in the pitfalls of fame. Knowing what I know about this boy and his family, I think he will be just fine and he will use his "celebrity" for good and charitable works as he has up to now. Jason has a precious heart and he has stated that he is SECOND.

Please keep Jason in prayer as he progresses on his journey through the shark-infested waters of the music business.

Atlantic Records has just added Jason's page to their website today. It is just getting started, but you can see they have begun HERE.

Press Release:

APRIL 13, 2009
ATLANTIC SIGNS JASON CASTRO;
ACCLAIMED SINGER/SONGWRITER SLATED TO RELEASE
DEBUT ALBUM LATER THIS YEAR
Atlantic Records has announced the signing of singer/songwriter Jason Castro. The Texas-based tunesmith – best known as the third runner-up on the 2008 season of Fox’s American Idol – is currently hard at work on his debut album, set for release later this year. Among his creative collaborators are Grammy Award-winning producer John Fields (Lifehouse, Switchfoot, Soul Asylum) and a number of acclaimed songwriters, including Kara DioGuardi (Kelly Clarkson, Jewel, Santana), Martin Terefe (Jason Mraz, KT Tunstall), Sacha Skarbek (James Blunt, Jason Mraz), Guy Chambers (Robbie Williams), and Jason Reeves (Colbie Caillat).

A multi-talented singer and guitarist, Jason Castro was among the most popular and talented artists in American Idol history, entering the record books as the first contestant ever to play an instrument on the show. His performance of the Leonard Cohen-penned classic “Hallelujah” proved such an audience favorite that cult hero Jeff Buckley’s rendition of the song hit #1 on the iTunes chart the following week, selling an astonishing 178,000 digital singles. Jason scored a chart-topping single of his own a few weeks later, when his interpretation of “Over The Rainbow” also hit #1 on iTunes after a show-stopping performance of the song on American Idol. Upon the season’s conclusion, Castro was among the stars of the hugely successful “American Idols LIVE! Tour 2008.”

Since then, Jason has been busy writing and woodshedding the new songs that will appear on his debut album. In December, he teamed with Amazon.com to release a free download of “White Christmas” as a special holiday gift to his fans. Castro has also recorded a new version of “Hallelujah,” which will be featured on the soundtrack to the film, Amar A Morir, to be released theatrically this summer.

In addition, Jason has been a prominent supporter of a variety of charity organizations. Last December saw him starring at a Garland, Texas Christmas concert benefitting the city’s Best Education Foundation. He has also been an active supporter of The Recording Academy’s MusiCares Foundation.

For up-to-the-minute information, please visit www.jasoncastromusic.com and www.myspace.com/jasoncastromusic.

A NOTE about FREE Downloads here

A reader has contacted me about the FREE downloads I offer on my page from time to time and I wanted to clarify this issue.

Any songs that are downloadable from my page are not uploaded by me. The downloads are placed here by links to a Christian music magazine which offers the songs FREE as a promotion in connection with the artist. The artist is not being ripped off and the downloads are not illegally obtained.

If the site no longer offers the download, the link will not work.

I appreciate that Ron has questioned this issue so that I could address it since others may also be questioning the downloads on my site.

Be blessed.
HUGS

Listen to JASON CASTRO Live tonight on Texas A&M radio

(picture credit: Chris Griffin / thebatt.com)

After celebrating his 22nd birthday this week, Jason Castro is in transit to Aggieland as I write. Traveling mercies for you Jason -- you're covered -- you travel a lot!

Tomorrow, March 28, is Texas A&M's community giveback "The Big Event". Jason Castro will be performing the concert with his brother Michael Castro opening. How cool is that?! WHOOP!

This is Jason's school. He is a Texas A&M Aggie through and through and appreciates his Aggie family's support.

So tonight, Jason will be playing a live acoustic set on the Aggie student radio broadcast. You can stream it and listen from your computer -- No cost to you :)

The show will be 10:00 Central time (11:00 p.m. EST) Click HERE to listen.

You can also read Jason Castro's new interview with the Aggie newspaper "The Batt".

I've been really busy so please forgive my silence here, but you can check me out on Twitter also.
HUGS -- see you this weekend!

MANDISA releases her sophomore CD "FREEDOM" -- Download "My Deliverer" Free

Bucky Covington isn't the only talent that came out of Season 5 of American Idol. A number have parlayed their AI experience into successful careers. Not to offend anyone,I will only include Bucky's fellow contestants of which I am personally aware--those being Chris Daughtry, Elliot Yamin, Kellie Pickler, Taylor Hicks, Ace Young, Katherine McPhee, and Mandisa.

Mandisa left AI just before Bucky's exit and shortly after her AI experience authored her book IDOLeyes. I didn't read her book, but I have heard from friends that it truly ministered to them. I personally have not met Mandisa but know several people that have and she truly let's her light shine!

Her first CD, True Beauty, was released in 2007. She has since received a Grammy and Dove Award nominations.

Today Mandisa drops her sophomore CD Freedom. I am sharing a free download from that CD of the song called My Deliver. I think you will enjoy it. You can download it HERE.

Mandisa has recently lost 70 lbs. and is rejoicing and ministering to others in that area. She has grown even closer to the Lord in her journey to become healthy.

Keep Mandisa in your prayers.

(photo and download credit: hearitfirst.com)